I'm still wondering if you still remember..
If you still care.. If you still need me..
Cos right now, i'm feeling down.. i'm confused
of my own feelings and my own decision..
and memories keeps on flashing back..
i really thought you were the one..
i really thought that you'd be there with me
through my every ups and downs.. i thought you'll
e the one embracing me to sleep every night with your
melodious voice.. i thought that you'll love me forever
and always.. and most importantly, i thought you'd finally
be mine one day.. but i guess i thought wrong..
none of the above will be coming through.. i know you
din't want our relationship to end this way, neither do i..
but we've got no choice.. especially when she keeps on
blaming you for everything.. and especially when i have to
bring down my own dignity and being treated like i'm just
a piece of trash while she's the one who deserve to be treated
that way.. it's just unfair.. and you said that you're treating
fairly.. but the truth is, you're not.. you've always put her first..
and i was nvr your priority.. i'm sorry to say this but i was hurt..
i was hurt badly.. and if you still have feelings for me, i thank you..
and i really appreciate it.. i still love you, i still do..
it's just that i need to move on while you're moving on with your own..
i'm sorry but you'll always be my soulmate..
Labels: i'm still not over you
what we could have been, 12:55 pm.
