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Monday, 28 September 2009


FUCK YOU GIRL! SERIOUS SHIT FUCK YOU!!!!
GET YOURSELF A FUCKING LIFE AND STOP BLAMING OTHERS ALL THE TIME EVEN WHEN IT WASNT THEIR FAULT.. SOMETIMES YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE THE MISTAKES SO STOP BLAMING OTHERS OKEH POMPAN? CB! AND STOP MAKING OTHERS LOOK BAD WHILE TRYING TO COVER UP YOUR OWN FLAWS. JUST ADMIT THAT YOU SUCK TO THE CORE.... KNNBCCB! GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND MAKE SOME REALISATION FOR YOURSELF!

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what we could have been, 12:16 am.
Saturday, 26 September 2009

Outing with LOVED...(Feeqah missing though.. =( )
Outing with my lovelies was awesome! fun as usual.. sadly feeqah wasn't around to join us... No worries k baby? we're going out again on the 10th.. *kening naek2* hahah! Can't wait.. heheh! to those people whom we havent got the chance to go to your houses, we are really sorry.. we will Insya'Allah visit your houses the next outing.. =)

work will resume tmrw.. =( and i just realised i would have to work for the whole freaking week except for monday and wednesday.. cbcb btol! tsk! but what to do.. it was never a choice to work.. i'm gonna be drop beat this weekend...

okeh.. pictures uploaded and tagged on facebook.. check it out there.. gtg.. need to rest alot.. tmrw will be a very long hour for me.. tsk!

okeh, bye..

what we could have been, 10:34 pm.
Thursday, 24 September 2009


Happy Hari Raya Again!! =) hehehe! Hari Raya outing with family was fun.. I love it to bits! hahahahha! Now i can't wait for the outing with my lovelies.. Outing with Dancers coming up soon.. Outing with LOVED coming up after Dinie's promo 2.. All the best baby.. =)

Started work yesterday.. it was okeh i guess.. As per normal.. Having to work long hours is such a pain in the ass you know.. but what to do.. hahahah! Money matters mann... Working again today, pffft.. i'm damn tired! tsk! but i've got no choice.. tonight, after work, i'm gonna sleep as much as i can cos tmrw i'm gonna work my ass off for 11 hours straight.. poor me.. booohooo~! All thanks to "not enough man power" .. damn it....

Okeh, i guess thats all for now.. pictures from the past few days will be uploaded in my facebook account... =)

Love2, okeh bye....

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what we could have been, 2:19 pm.
Sunday, 20 September 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
I would like to wish all my family & friends and also to those who knows me a very happy hari raya. Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin.. Klau ader salah & silap Lyn, tolong maafkan.

Okeh moving on, first day of syawal is always a bitter sweet one. Another year to remember indeed. But this year, it's a little bit different from any other years. Usually on the first day, my family and I will not go out for visiting, as all my relative will come over to my place and slack at my place cos my granny is staying with me. However, due to somethings, we did this year. Every single year without fail, we will go out as a very big groups.. fun huh? hahah!

Well today was kind of fun but very tiring.. Many pictures were taken and lots of laughters were bursted, forgiveness were seeked and given. May this year's Syawal be a memorable one. Pictures will come when jalan raya is completed.. heheh! ouh ya, will not be blogging for a few days.. because my lappy is giving problems again.. today is exeptional cos i'm using my brother's mac.. hehehe! curi time skejap.. hahahah! okeh gtg now.. have to turn in early cos tomorrow will be another day of jalan-ing raya! heheh! fun fun fun and more fun...

Ouh ya.. last but not least, i would like to dedicate a short message to someone very special(though it's kinda complicated) :

Dear Shahrul,
I would like to wish you a very happy 18th birthday. May Allah shower you with all his love and blessings.. May this raya bring you and your family happiness.. I pray for your happiness with Ikah and i just want you to know that i do care.. Take good care of yourself my dear friend..

okeh thats all for now..

Love, Lyn

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what we could have been, 10:34 pm.
Thursday, 17 September 2009

Pay day is always sweeeeeet! hahaha! i'm very very very happy today.. ot because i got my pay, but i've got no reason.. hahah! weird? i know.. hahah! but i feel good.. =) yeap.. i feel very good indeed, despite having my menses.. haha! i wonder what have gotten into me.. LOL! hmmph.. work today was very slacky... not many customers also = bad sales... hah! tried the hazelnutella milkshake.. damn nice i tell you! hahaha! no cakes for today.. so sad.. =( but brought some pastries home.. hmmmph.. nvm.. tomorrow got cakes to bring home! yay! heheheh! cheesecakes yumyum! hahah! i hope tmrw wont be too busy.. and i hope time flies fast tmrw.. hehehe! me, anabel and vanessa were bored just now, so we did this.. hahahah! tadaaa! lame i know.. but what to do.. no customer to attend what.. hahaha!


okeh bye!

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what we could have been, 12:51 am.
Wednesday, 16 September 2009


errrrrrrrr, i think i've got no much time to entertain you.. so you figure out yourself okeh?? i've got much better things to do than to entertain you and your irritatingness and your hypocrisy.. yeap.. i've said it.. you may be reading this, you might not be bothered to read this.. but when you read this i know you'll be in self-denial.. but i wont give a damn.. because i know i deserve better.. and please, i've got nothing to lose.. my life have been in a bliss and it have been much better without you around... though i was disappointed before, im not now.. because i don't think that you're worth it..

okeh bye.. i wanna go to work.. =)

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what we could have been, 3:27 pm.
Tuesday, 15 September 2009


Have been off from work for a few days now.. But i have been working at my second home.. Yes! making kuih for hari raya!! God! my body is aching so badly...tiring you know.. sigh.. luckily got my dear boy to make me laugh and smile in between.. see what he did? he messed up the whole place! RAIYAN!! hahahaha! and today, is my day off from everything.. *GRINS* hahah! and i really mean everything.... thanks to menses, i can't fast today.. cb! of all times to come, must be the last few days of ramadhan.. sigh...

okeh, moving on, last sunday there was someody who text me.. at about 4 plus.. this person called Elfy Hafiyan.. If thats even your real name ehk sucker.. pfffft! i wonder how much lamer this kind of pple can get you know.. well, moving on with my story, this particular person text me saying that he got my number from bus number 12 and he wants to get to know me.. pfffft! this kind of lame "i get your number from the bus" kind of thing is so 10 years ago mind you.. OMG! it's so obvious that you're pranking la kan... you think i'm like those desperate girls who are dying to get a boyfriend or what sia?? OMG! please ehk.. thats so the minah rep.. pffffft! who ever you are, be it ou are reading this or not, whether you know me or not, i beg of you to GET A FUCKING LIFE OF YOUR OWN.. AND PLEASE BOY, OR GIRL WHICH EVER GENDER YOU MAY BE, GROW UP... thank you very much....

haha! really that incident made me laugh my ass out.. like seriously man.. if i were to be a 12, or 13 or even 14 yearold girl, or a desperate minah, maybe i wold fall for your words la kan... got my number from bus number 12 huh? ahahahah! pathetic la deyh! and the best part is that this particular person have got the cheap to call me a cheap bitch? hahah! just because i didnt entertain the msg.. pfffft.. pathetic pathetic...

hahahaha! dah la.. i'm so over it.. merepek tak layan ehk..pffffft!

okeh so, before i end of this post, i would like to dedicate something to two pple...



Happy belated birthday to Baba!
May Allah shower you with all his love and blessings..
Semoga murah rezeki... =D see you on sunday Baba!


And to Dinie Dayana,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DEAREST!!
MAY ALLAH SHOWER YOU WITH ALL HIS LOVE AND BLESSINGS!
MAY YOU SUCCEED IN YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS....
SEE YOU SOON DEAR.. MISS YOU!!=D


tomorrow work... tsk! -,-

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what we could have been, 5:45 pm.
Sunday, 13 September 2009


Work was fine today.. busier than normal, but still can cope.. =) but one thing about work i cannot tahan like seriously... STANDING FOR LONG HOURS!! hahahah! i got my legs all aching... i feel like plucking out my legs for awhile.. haha! k thats so stupid and random..

Moving on, after tiring work, i went down to meet mummy, daddy, cik ana, bak jang and cousins at pasir ris mrt and then we trained down to paya lebar.. Breakfast at Kampon Chai Chee Restaurant, the one at city plaza, and then off we go to bazaar.. Mak Ngah & Baba (myfavourite uncle & aunty) joined us later on.. *KENING NAEK2* Like finally geylang bazaar was so lively and filled with people shopping for their Raya needs.. Walked around, bought our needs until cannot tahan already, so we went of to the mrt station, and trained down to pasir ris.. Overall, Geylang was awesome.. =D Two thumbs up...

Okeh, i think thats it for today.. finally i have the excitement to celebrate raya.. =) I'll update again soon.. bye.. =) lovelove...

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what we could have been, 12:50 am.
Friday, 11 September 2009

Something i think you should actually read girls.. i know you know who you are.....

Dear girls who i used to be very close to,

We started off as strangers, and then we became friends, later we became sisters, and suddenly we ended it off as strangers again.. Sounds cliche? but this is the fact.. It wasn't my fault i had to work all the time right?? it wasn't my choice to be drifted apart... But every single time i see you guys, you seemed happy and it was like as if i didn't matter.. With or without me around you still had fun.. Sometimes i feel left out, but i kept quiet.. If you were really my friends, you would have noticed.. Ouh but i know you noticed.. You just didn't care.. And now you make it seem like it was my fault? Wow! well done.. do you know how hurting it is?? do you know how tiring it was to juggle school, work, family and friends all at the same time?? do you know how tough it was juggling my work commitment and having to please you?? OMG! if only you had the heart to stop and think right at that moment, how hurt i was, how much i was crying deep inside... But no, you didn't even bother... Don't act as if you cared if you really don't... Don't tell me you miss me when you really don't.. I thought you were really my true friends.. But i guess i was wrong... you didn't even bother understanding my situation, instead you made it worse.... Don't make it seem like it was my fault.. really, cause i don't think it was... ego? i don't think so... you make me have this kind of mindset... maybe it was never meant to be la kann?? don't be angry when you read this... cos I'm only stating the truth...

Woah, after so long of keeping this and bottling it up deep down inside, I'm finally letting it out...you know who you are and i know you'll be reading this... It's up to you now what you want to think of me.. I don't care, that's because you don't either and i don't find it worth it....oooops... sorry, but it's true...

Thank you so much girls... for all the memories and fun time... I think it just have to end.. I'm sick and tired of being left out... I'm sick and tired of listening to your never ending stories of what you did the day before... I'm sick and tired of your loving hugs and kisses right in front of me.... Jealousy?? no.. i don't name it jealousy, cos i know i deserve much better.....

Now I've said it all... last words for you, THANK YOU....and don't tell me you miss me cos i know you don't mean it....

Hahahaha! it's ugly but it's the truth.. i think i wanna watch that movie.. hahah! =) k bye...

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what we could have been, 3:07 am.
Wednesday, 9 September 2009


It seems like we're strangers...

what we could have been, 11:41 pm.
Sunday, 6 September 2009

Having my cousins and their parents sleeping over at my place this weekend.. =) lots of fun indeed having the small kids around.. =) Made a total of 5 types of cookies within less than two days.. wooohoo~! achievement! hahaha!

Work today was as usual.. quite busy but manageable.. yeap.. i think thats all for now.. Gonna continue making more cookies, the all time favourite chocolate chip cookies.. =) *GRINS*

k bye...

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what we could have been, 7:58 pm.
Saturday, 5 September 2009

Deleted the previous post... I realised i posted it due to anger.. duhh~! yes i'm still pissed.. I just can't stand it la kan.. But what to do.. sigh.. I hope me and mother can continue being patient about this.. Brother doesn't know about it, and i shall keep quiet for now.. i guess??

Work was okeh, but very tiring as usual.. pffft! i hate doing closings! especially when there are some stubborn customers who are super annoying who still wanna come in when we are already having our last order.. tsk! you want, you go downstairs at the arrival there la... there no closing... haiiiiya... irritating souls..

okeh skip that, other than the workload, i think everything is okeh..

God i cant sleep again!! tsk! k bye...

what we could have been, 2:22 am.
Thursday, 3 September 2009


After about one whole month of not meeting up with dinie and feeqah.. k part feeqah bedek.. hhahah! and most importantly, after so freaking long of not meeting namirah, i finally get to meet them today.. =D met them up for breakfast.. breakfast at long john and then walked around bazar to look for feeqah's balls.. hahahah! which she calls TAKO PACHI... it's tako yaki my dear.. hahaha! i dont know how the hell she get that name.. LOL!

okeh, and then we walked back to the mrt station and off to simei.. as usual, we lepaked.. while namirah met someone, the three of us lepaked at the cc.. classic things happened.. hahahh! i shall not mention here eh dinie?? hahahah! omg! i miss those times when we used to be so free, lepak almost everyday and all.. sigh..

i hope to see them again soon.. well, next time with the guys too perhaps.. Dinie's birthday coming up.. celebrating with the usuals i guess??

okeh, thats all for now.. tmrw is another day at work.. damn! i'm gonna do closing.. shit! good thing im doing with macey and ulyses.. wont be so boring.. =) bye! =)

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what we could have been, 11:50 pm.

The Girl That’s Trying To Let Go….
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A M A L Y N A,
LYN in short..
Living her 18th this year..
Turns a year older every 17th May..
Have a very strong PASSION for DANCING
LOVES to SING too...
Currently ATTACHED to Muhd Nadzir
NEVER irritate her when she's PISSED HATE ME?? you are welcome toGET LOST

ALL I EVER WANTED…..
A NEW WARDROBE CHANGE
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