Thursday, 26 February 2009
Yesterday was damn tiring... everything was going on a fast pace... and i was trying my very best but still,i cannot catch up that fast as it was my first time doing that kind of job...And ucking hell i hate the job and i hate the people...the only people who was nice to me were Danyal and Arianto....Ma'am was a little mean and harsh on me, and that fucking china woman!stupid and fucking irritating!! it's my first day for goodness sake!!!give me a break mannn.... atleast give me a chance to absorb things...CB MOTHERFUCKER!!! GO BACK TO CHINA LAR STUPID!!OR EVEN BETTER, GO TO HELL FUCKER KNNCB!!so i confided dearest mother and she say, don't need to go work today!Yay! and so, me and dear Mazni is going to find a new job...okeh, so that means that i will be meeting Mazni later... YAYNESS!!Finally, i get to meet her after such a long time...GOD!! i miss her like hell mann!okeh, gtg.. will blog again soon alright!P.S. YOU'RE LUCKY YOU DINT GET THE JOB!!OR YOU'LL END UP SUFFERING LIKE ME!!
(THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR THOSE WHO TRIED TO ASK FOR A JOB THERE AT FRESH BULGOGGI)
Ouh yar, do check out the blogshop me & my niece set up...
to go to the link, just go right to "find your way out" and click on the link
PO[SH]OP..... thank you!
what we could have been, 11:08 am.
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
I really don't understand why poly expenses is so damnexpensive..tsk! CPF loan is so not a great help... pffft!13k is so much and yet they can only deduct 40% of the ordinary account..if i millionaire can lar 40% only..tsk! so stupid.. so now me and my familyis trying to figure outhow the hell we want to pay that 13k.. tsk! so troublesome..Luckily, i found myself a decent job... which will more or less help lessen the burden..and of cos earn myself daily allowance... and luckily it's at E-HUB! just a walking distancefrom my house, and also dinner or lunch is provided.. Yayness! like finally.. Alhamdulilah..Interviewer was a pain in the arse at first... but then after talking to her, i think she's a nice person..and the reason that she's like that is because she's really committed to her work...and i really hope i can get to know more people there when i start tmrw.. hehs..okeh, gtg! will blog again soon! more updates abt work will be posted soon enough..
ouh yar! and to :
My Dearest, Md Syafiq Danial Bin Azhar,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! may all your wishes for today come true,
may Allah shower you with all his love and blessings..
Study hard and smart.. Don't let me down, rmbr what you promised..(stay handsome always!hehs)
and I LOVE YOU ALWAYS! 
what we could have been, 2:53 pm.
I need help! i need someone to help me with dance!i really want to go for that audition! but i need someone to guide me..i wouldn't want to make a fool out of myself...tsk! i really want this man...not dancing for the rest of my life would be the last thing I'll want....haiix!..Life's so taxing! i need a break mann! tsk!Labels: anyone help? i need help
what we could have been, 10:00 pm.
I miss my brother... he lied sia.... pfffft! he told me he was coming back,
but actually he's going to Tokyo when he chatted with me...
tsk! cheat my feelings only.. hahaha..
got nothing much to post actually, since i've been like
rotting at home for almost one week now... tsk!
i need a job badly mann! why nobody wants to recruit any
part timers?! this is so unfair! fucking unfair!
i need money! for shopping please! i want to buy new clothes,
new shoes, new everything.... *sobsob* anybody, employ me please??
hahaha... okeh, so right now I'm just gonna post some pictures of my brother,
who send me these photos to make me jealous... tsk! I'm gonna get back to you mann!
THAT'S MY BROTHER & ONE OF HIS COLLEAGUE FROM SHANGHAI
MY BROTHER SHIOK SENDIRI AT THE HOTEL
THAT'S HIM AGAIN ACT COOL ONLY..
GOD, I MISS THESE PEOPLE TO THE MAX MANN!
I MISS THIS CUTE LITTLE GUY SO MUCH TOO.. GLAD I'M GONNA SEE HIM TODAY..
what we could have been, 11:54 am.
Life's like a roller coaster... yeap...
can't deny that fact.. sometimes you're happy,
sometimes you're down... that's my life like..
hate it or love it? i'm not sure myself....
Today, i feel like i lie my life just to give in,
eventhough i'm not in the wrong... sometimes
i hate this particular person... i can't explain why but really,
it's so irritating and fucking pissing me off....
i need a break.. i need my justice... i want peace...
if only i could voice up evry single thing i feel...
if only people could understand.. it's just unfair...
it's too unfair for me...Labels: i don't want to give in anymore
what we could have been, 9:36 pm.
i know i've not been blogging these few days..
haha... i can't say that i'm busy because that would be
lying.. so here's the truth, i'm LAZY!like pig, i know.. hahaha... well, at least thats what
Feeqah dearest call me.. haha..
okeh boring....
so, today, i went to the gym with feeqah... was a last
minute plan.. haha... Mazni, the next time will be with you
okeh? hahaha...
okeh so after gym-ing, we went to century square to eat..
i know, lepas gym teros mkn.. haha... we were hungry okeh?!
what do you expect.. tsk! at least we ate healthy food plus fruit juice,
plus extra slice of fruit each... hahaha... then after eating,
we went to this shop which i don't know the name... haha,
and then to best denki and then to courts to survey laptops and
notebooks.. GOD! i'm so tempted by the MACBOOK mann!
tsk! but sadly the school say will have problems with Ctrl, Alt & Del...
when two or more software is being downloaded.. tsk! unless we install
the windows vista business/enterprise/ultimate into the macbook..
and then i got to know that we can install the software for free BUT,the software thing cost $558tsk tsk tsk! so expensive sia! so DARLING BROTHER says,
he'll ask his friends whether they have the software installation thingy,
if they have then he'll buy me the MACBOOK! if not then we'll just have to
settle for the school's laptop.. so, i'll just follow the flow..
just hoping for the best.. hehehe...
okeh, so tmrw i hope i can go MDIS STREET DANCE COMPETITION...nope, i'm not dancing, just going there to support my dearest friends....
tsk! i don't know if i can make it anot because the competition starts at
12 noon so i don't know yet since i have to go to the CPF building
for the 13K school fee thingy... tsk! poly so expensive sia... until
have to pay through cpf... stupid! make our life difficult only....
okeh, i'm done here... so bye...
what we could have been, 9:12 pm.
Tuesday, 17 February 2009
finally, i'm like back to blogging... haha...
yeap i promised to upload the pics on saturday but
MY COMPUTER HAVE GOT A PROBLEM! help!!
and still, it's having problems uploading.. so i'll just give it a pass... so sorry...
okeh, before the pics, i'm just going to say this to PEOPLE
in GENERAL! note this, i actually bolded and make it red
because i want people to see and don't get hurt by this...
okeh, so here it goes...
well, some people may have boyfriends or girlfriends
in ITE college... here's to you, SO?! i mean so what if you
have them and they're in ITE? it's so like not a big deal...
so when you're like in a relationship with an ITE student,
it makes you seem like a big shot isit? more like a big FUCK
i'll say... please lar.. without them you're nothing...
fancy you turn bitchy right after you get into a relationship
with him? haha... i'm not accusing, that's what i heard cos F.Y.I,
people have got their mouths and they have been talking....
okeh whatever, another stupid and childish situation took place afew days back,
come on lar eh, spamming people is so stupid and damn childish...
what? you'ce got no balls, no guards to confront people face to face?
how sickening can you get? and btw, there's such thing as tracking your
IP address in case you never know that such thing existed...
okeh, so was supposed to jog this morning with my dearest...
but, both of us overslept... hahaha... tmrw ar tmrw... i bet i won't
oversleep... because i'm so gonna sleep early tonight...
hahaha...okeh, and in the afternoon went to school cos i need to settle
somethings, but fucking sadly that fucking stupid guard by the name of
ROSLI, is so fucking irritating, such a stupid idiot... fucking CB! i was actually
stopped by him and was not allowed to go in...
and he said, "AMALYNA, I WARNED YOU ALREADY AND I TOLD YOU TO DIE YOUR HAIR BLACK."
and i was like FUCK YOU LAR CB! NO I WON'T DIE MY HAIR, I'M SO NOT GOING TO WASTE MY EFFORT AND MONEY AND FUCKING SPOIL MY HAIR...
stupid....
okeh, fine i'll shut up...
what we could have been, 8:24 pm.
Thursday, 12 February 2009
Today was awesome! Work was fun...
But sadly some of us will not be coming back as this week
is our last week... and for some, today's their last day...
So sad! So we all started CAMWHOARING!
yes, we even drag the guys to camwhoar with us...
hahahaha... I will upload the pictures on saturday...
hehe... It's a promise...
sometimes, i really don't understand people...
seriously.. I mean why do you have to have a bad impression
about people while you don't even know that person inside
and out... Especially when you're not perfect yourself....
Some even do a spot check on you by viewing your profiles
in whatever account you have, be it Friendster, Facebook,
Blog or whatever and act as if they don't know anything while deep
inside they are cursing you as they got to know something they
don't like and don't want to know... and then go around claiming that
you are the one who view their profiles first...
To those kind of people, please get a life and stop bothering
about other people... Make yourself proper first... and then you can
judge about others... And also please accept the facts that people
give to you and change... Don't act as if you're the best...
ouh yeah, and one more thing don't think that you're the only one
who have got feelings, who can be angry, who can vent out,
others do have feelings too...
okeh, gtg... will blog again soon... most probably saturday hehs...
what we could have been, 10:30 pm.
Tuesday, 10 February 2009
To someone whom i regard as my brother, please forgive me for being rude to you...i was trying to make you realise what you've done... I was trying to make you understand the real situation here... Sadly, i know what you've been up to.. and so does sister...I know whatever it is, you will still deny but just so you know, we're not kids that you can cheat...we're grown ups with feelings... We're not just some dolls that you can play with and throw away whenever you like... And truthfully, i wouldn't want to be there for you only when you fall.. I wouldn't want to be there only to help you get up and regain your balance... i would want to be there for you always.. not only when you fall... And I'm sure sister would want to be there for you the way i do... as you can see we're really disappointed.. but still, we will be there for you whenever you want us to be...wake up and be yourself again...next, today i only work for half day.. hahaha... was suppose to finish at 7pm but i didn't want to stay so i told Nigel that i wanted to go home... After all, i need my body lotion badly mann, my back was burning!! hahahaha... okeh, all thanks to the stupid sunburn i had...pffffft!tomorrow's another day at work... aaaaarrrrgggghhhhh!!! I'm so damn lazy to go to work sia...i need a break mann... i want to stay at home and play my games... hahahaha... okeh, that's like as good as rotting at home.,.. I wouldn't want to rot at home... pffffft!ouh, Valentine's Day is coming... I wonder who would be my dearest Valentine this year...Perhaps me, myself & I? hahaha... i don't know... who knows there's someone who would want to be my Valentine this year... pffffft! dream on Amalyna... LOL!okeh I'm bored... so before i start talking nonsense, I'd better stop blogging... hahaha...P.S, BE JEALOUS OF ME SLUT BECAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT I'M WAY BETTER THAN YOU... SUCH A POOR THING YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO WIN & TAKE GOOD CARE OF HIS HEART...PFFFFT! SO PATHETIC.. HAHAHA...
what we could have been, 7:58 pm.
WARNING! : this post is just a random one.. so if anybody who reads this gets offended or feel hurt i'e got nothing to apologise for.. A friendly advice to everyone... DON'T EVER BLAME OTHERS IF THINGS THAT YOU WANT DONE DOESN'T GO THROUGH YOUR WAY TO BE DONE....
i know some people would want things to be on their side.. but to think of it again, you must also think and be sensitive to other people's feelings... You're not the only one who's tired..
other people is tired too... i mean yes you want everything to go well and smoothly, but then you must also think about what plans they have and you have to understand their situation.. If you were to have any plans with anyone, your family for instance, then suddenly someone ask you to go to this event that you have while you were having fun, would you be pissed? of cos you will right?
so basically my main point is that you have to give way to people... you cant always hope for things to go your way...
okeh, enough about that...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ;
AIDYL, ADY & SYAFIQAH!!
hope you enjoy the outing yesterday...
i'm gonna upload the pics now.. so long...
what we could have been, 8:50 pm.
THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR MAKING TODAYA FUN ONE! IT WAS REALLY A WONDERFUL OUTING!so today i went to SENTOSA with my dearest friends...
the most wonderful people that i know ;
DINIE, FEEQAH, SYAFIQAH, HADI, SHAFIQ, HYKEL, AIDYL, IRZWAN & HILFI...
thank you people for the fun...
we swam and we tanned and we ate and laughed and joked and talked and blablablablabla....
hahaha... okeh... so got ourselves burnt.... but the one who have got the most nicest tanned skin is Hadi... hahaha... okeh... it was very fun but damn tiring lar...
hahaha... so we stayed till like around 5 and then we sadly had to apart from the adults....
while all the adults went to vivo city since they didn't want to go back home straight, the kids got ready as some had dance practice and the rest headed home....
I'm glad i don't have to go to work tommorrow... hahahahha....
but still i've got tuition lesson with my dearest niece...
okeh, nothing much more to blog about...
pictures will be uploaded soon...
people, we must do this again and often mannn......
love you people! see you on friday... if i can make it... hehs...
what we could have been, 8:10 pm.
Heyho!! i went out to look for a job
earlier cos my contract at Noel Gifts Company
is ending soon!! yayness! LOL! but i need a job damn badly!!
any company hire me please! hahahaha... okeh so gave my
contact number to bata & eight percent at whitesands...
haha... i don't want to trael anymore sia...
after all the rejects, i decided to go back to LOYANG SEC!
hahahaha... yeap... i went there for dance like duhh....
more new steps for danceworks & syf... super nice mann..
Fuck i'm working tommorrow.. might as well don't ask me
come the whole week this week right... pfffft!
so planning to go sraight to Mak Ngah's place straight
after work tommorrow, and so celebrate DEAREST RAIYAN'S
2ND BIRTHDAY!! hahahaha... it's a belated celebration actually...
his birthday was on the 3rd.. hahaha...
sorry sayang, Iin no money wait when i got money already, i buy you a
toy car okeh??
MY MOST BELOVED NEPHEW!
hahaha... okeh, so went out yesterday with sister & mother...
mother bought PSP mann... thanks mummy dearest!!
LOL! but like duhh i have to share with sister... it's actually hers...
nvm, I'M GETTING MY LAPTOP SOON!! hahahaha....
IN YOUR FACE SIS! no lar... joking2 only lar...
like duhh i'm gonna lend it to you at times... hahaha...
okeh, Poly is gonna start in 2 MONTHS time!!
EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED!!
hahaha... nut still i'm confused!
i don't know what CCA to join.....
Isha said that if i want to join the dance club,
i would have to chroreograph our own dance and perform it...
WTH! WTF! wahlao!! like that i also don't want to join sia...
aaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhh!!! help mann.....
whatever about that.... FOR NOW! i'll get back to the issue later on..
for now, i'm just gonna make an effort to lose some ermm, weight!
hahaha... i've got 2 months before school starts...
so yeah... hahahaha.... and i'm so gonna look for job..
gtg now.. blog again soon....
what we could have been, 6:52 pm.
Wednesday, 4 February 2009
Off day today... hahahahaha...
honestly i just woke up.... LOL!
not because i sleep like a pig.....
but because i came back in the morning
from accompanying my sis & Azfar at sis
workplace... sleepy mannn.... hahahahahah....
but i can't deny that i had fun with azfar & sis...
nvr fail to put a smile on my face...
i won't get to see my darling GF till like next week!!!!
WTF!!!!!!! god i'm so gonna miss her like crazy again...
stupid schedule!!!! pfffffffft!!
okeh.. gtg... will blog again soon...
what we could have been, 6:36 pm.
I MISS MY COLLEAGUES!!ESPECIALLY PEARLENE!!!LOL! that was kind of random...hahaha.. but i really do miss her cann...
okeh, i guess i'll just hae to be patient and wait
for next sunday, 15th feb... yeap, we having an
outing.. LOL! EXCITED EXCITED!
hahaha... okeh..enough...
ermm, work was alright... but still i don't like it,
cos i'm very tired.. i've overslept for like 3 days straight...
OMG!! i can't believe this... LOL!
tommorrow and thursday off!!!!! woohooo!!!!
so i'll be accompanying sister together with
Azfar at her work place...
okeh got to go... will blog again soon...
ouh yar, pictures taken with my darling GF yesterday
will be uploaded soon...
what we could have been, 8:53 pm.
