Labels: because i need a break....

Labels: i'm just too tired to think of anything right now....

Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HADI

Labels: Kerna aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu........

Today is not just another regular monday. Today, w45G's formal wear day! To be honest, i was quite surprise to see how good looking everyone was in formal clothing. Superbly HOT & STUNNING i must say.. I will only upload some pictures as i think that it is impossible for me to upload 100 over pictures in this post.. hahah! I strongly think that blogger should upgrade the photo uploader to be a mass photo uploader.. hahah! k lame.. Other pictures on facebook... =D







So today, we learned how to make a resume for ourselves and also how to go through a proper interview. Everyone have the chance to actually be an interviewee and an interviewer.. And so, we had to do a role play in our teams and we had to switch roles.. Kind of fun actually. haha!

W45G did very well today i must say.. hahah! And with everyone loving the cameras, we camwhored without thinking about our assignments... hahahah! Freaks.. LOL!

Okeh2, moving on, after school, mummy texted me and ask me to come back home.. I don't know for what reason.. -,-Coincidentally Jun An wanted to go home too. so decided to go home with him since we both live in pasir ris.

By right Jun An always alight at IKEA while i will alight at tampines. But today, since my heels was killing me and i didnt want to take the overhead bridge, so i decided to alight together with Jun An and walk to the bustop near park view primary school.. hahah! And along the way something really2 funny and embarrassing happened.. Jun An keep quiet okeh?? hahahah!

Missed the chance to meet Syg.... =( wanted to take pictures with him badly in our formal wear since his class having the same modules as mine... booohoo~! nvm.. next time okeh?

hmmmph.. i think thats about it.. =D

Labels: Because you keep me going........ I MISS YOU DEARLY.....

Okeh, so i guess i'll be blogging about friday, saturday and also today.. =)

Friday was okeh i guess.. Well some part of it atleast.. Started of with changing of groups.. After sometime being attached to the gettho group, i ended up having to leave them.. hahah! no more being stressed up over the guys playing DOTA & CS.. hhahah! The W45F dudes were having their formal wear day.. and so they wanted to take pictures with us.. hahah! they look sizzling hot in their formal suits.. =D two thumbs up.. Will upload the pictures when tmrw.. along with tmrw's pictures.. =D Met up with Dinie, Hadi, Adik, Syafiq and Hilfi after school.. hahahah! After so long.. God i miss them so much.. haha! Headed over to Dinie's place slacked, webcammed with Miira while waiting for Hadi and Syafiq to arrive.. Wait for them so long.. -,- i was hungry you know.. tsk! Then when they arrived we headed down to east point for dinner.. After dinner headed down to cc, watched adik and some other guys play takraw for awhile.. Saw someone i least expect to see.. -,- hahah! ouh well, whats past is passed right?? haha! then we slacked outside cc to discuss about next saturdays plan.. Excited much.. =) Headed home right after..

Kicked started my saturday quite late.. haha! woke up at 1plus and then had my bath and then slept again all the way till 6pm.. haha! Was supposed to follow mummy dearest to an engagement ceremony but i was too exhausted.. hahah! Then something really unexpected happened la kan?? -,- but i was glad my syg was by my side all along.. =D thank you so much syg.. Meet up soon okeh?

Today?? woke up at about 12 and had to bath and get ready for a kenduri.. was very lazy to go but mummy dragged me along.. -,- Went to the newly build shopping mall at Yishun right after the kenduri.. Shopped for my formal shirt since mummy wanted to buy me a new one so much.. And coincidentally, G2000 was having a sale.. 70% off!! so we went in and bought one piece of garment.. =D happy much.. hahah!

Tomorrow is going to be W45G formal day.. excited much.. =D i wonder how my classmates will look like in office and formal wears.. hahahah! especially the guys.. Those gettho guys.. hahah! i think i'll laugh my arse off tomorrow either that i'll be pleasantly amazed to see how good looking they are and at the same time take a sneak peak of how they would look like in about 5 years time i must say? hahah! Well, we'll see the results tomorrow.. hahah!!

I'm glad the misunderstanding and conflicts between me and mell ended.. See? i know you can..
And to my Syg, thank you alot for being by my side when i needed you the most.. i know you're busy and got not much time to entertain this friend of yours but i really appreciate te fact that you took the time to be by my side and help me settle down and cheered me up... Thank you again.. You owe me something ey?? hahah! just sometime to spend and catch up with each other will do.. =) See you soon..

ouh ya and lastly,

Labels: The start of something new...

You've got me wrong.. You've got me all wrong.. Yes i am harsh, yes i am pushing you like a fucker but then again, you're looking at it from the wrong angle. I was trying to help, trying my very best to put aside all my problems just to help my dearest friend whom i treat like a sister.. Yes you didn't ask for my help, but i'm doind what a true friend would do.. Yes you said that i should have been a little bit nicer with my words, i should have think about your feelings first.. But did it crossed your mind that i was nice with my words back then? i was telling you "Mell, relax, it's going to be okeh". But did you listen? did you even bother to just open your heart and tell yourself that it was okeh? No you didn't.. Instead you kept telling yourself that you're doomed, continuing being pessimistic and keep on going back at where it all started, where all the troubles are.. So what am i suppose to do next? console you again and end up you not listening again and repeat the whole damn routine all over again until you're tired of it?

I can choose that solution if i wanted to.. But it won't make me a good friend if i continued doing that.. I chose to be harsh.. I had no other choice.. I needed to teach you the hard way.. I needed to put in all the harsh words in just to make you wake up and realise that all that you've been doing is not going to bring you anywhere.. Yes i'm disappointed and hurt.. Because of you and your ego.. You still don't want to bring it down despite the harsh words and sarcasm. Yes i know you're hurt, but you've seen my actions from the wrong angle and now you're like pushing the blame on me.. You make it seem like i'm the one hurting you and not understanding you.. Now you keep blaming yourself and make it looks like im guilty of making you feel that way..

Try looking and understanding my motive from another angle will you? Stop having that midset that i am harsh to you because im angry at you and such.. I AM BEING HARSH BECAUSE I WANT THE BEST OUT OF YOU AND I WANT IT TO COME FROM YOU YOURSELF! can't you see it that way? you said you're trying.. i appreciate that fact like alot.. But you're not putting what you said to actions... You keep on saying you'll stop bothering me and blablabla but do you know that you're saying all that for the sake of saying it? You're saying things that is impossible for you to face alone.. What if i say okeh, go ahead and ruin your future.. will you accept that in the positive or negative way? Im sure you'll take it in the negative way.. you'll say that i dont care about you anymore and such.. But dont you realise that the meaning behind those words are even more deep? I simply want you to think and act wisely...

And by the way.. I didn't change.,. it's you who've change alot.. You changed because of this issue... And it hurts me... So think about it.. Think wisely.. If you still want to go on with what you said to me minutes ago in msn, then go ahead.. I'm not going to stop you.. Think about it Mell.. Whateverit is, just so you know, i still love you.. Now its really up to you to decide....

Labels: Crush your ego for once.....

Pardon the stupid parting.. hahha! This was how pale i look for the past few days... pfffft! -,- Glad that my temperature is now back to normal... =D which means i can go to school tomorrow.. But i'm still thinking whether to go or not... haha! will think about it...

Okeh, moving on, i am craving for an outing/hangout/spending time with some people... Why the random-ness? I don't know myself.. I just feel like there's alot of catching up to do.. Besides, i have a heart and my heart misses those people..

I can't wait for this year's Ramadhan.. yeap.. It's still early to talk about this but still, the excitement takes over me as the day draws nearer.. Reason? haha! I realised that i havent been fulfilling this task of mine willingfully and completely for the past few years.. Time to turn over a new leaf isn't it? haha.. besides, last year wasn't fun at all.. I didn't go to the bazaar with my lovelies, breakfast with them, or even have a proper Raya outing with them.. Last year was a crucial year for us.. O'levels was around the corner then.. Well that explains why i'm excited this year huh.. hahah! I hope this year's Ramadhan and Syawal will be a great and joyous one.. Especially when there are more people to celebrate with.. =D

moving on, i need to admit something.. I miss you... If only you know.. If only you understand.. sigh..

K bye...

Labels: If you asked me i loved him...i'd lie....

I LOVE THESE GIRLS.... and I LOVE W45G!! glad that things have fallen bck into place... =)

Didn't go to school today.. What do you expect?? i cannot even open my eyes and get out of bed earlier this morning.. Besides, mummy will scream if I did go to school.. hahs..

Okeh so, my body temperature is dropping.. yayness! =D wasn't as high as yesterday night atleast...Hope it'll e back to normal tmrw so that i can go to school to meet my lovelies....

Webcamming with zaff right now.. hehs.. bored la at home.. boooohooo~! Okeh actually i got nth more to blog about now.. so yeah.. IM ROTTING AT HOME!!!

okeh lastly, i wanna say something to some people...

to Mell, take a chill pill, relax and cheer up..
to Preemal, cheer up girl.. I still love you no matter what.. and relax alright??
to GNK members, i miss you guys but sadly i cnt join you pple today..
to Miira, im sorry too k? I LOVE YOU...
to Syg, will turn up on that day okeh? rmmbr what i told you last time? =)

k bye..

Labels: -, - come and go like the wind, am i like suppose to wait somemore??

Still not feeling very well. boooohooo~! =( School was just okeh.. Having science module today is so not helping.. Plus, i think i am pmsing today. I know i'm like showing a fucked up attitude lately, but i need a break.. With you drifting away, missing sister & having menstruation cramps, its really not helping at all... But in any case, if you're reading this, Mell, Zaff, and everyone else, im really really sorry.. Give me time okeh? I just need time to gather myself back together.. I hope you understand...

So today, i went home straight after school.. So not me at all, i know.. Thought of catching replug's performance but than again, i couldn't stand the restless-ness anymore, i needed alot of sleep, like seriously...

Moving on, i realised that i was pondering about something all the while i was in the bus on my way home..hmmmmmph..


FRIENDSHIP... A very strong and meaningful word indeed. It is proven that you need friends in order to survive in the world, besides the important things that we need to live. I believe friends are the people whom actually make us who we are today. Without them, we're nobody.. Friends are suppose to be there for you through your ups and downs, they correct you when you're wrong, support you and be by your side no matter what happens.. It is improtant for us to treasure friendship, eventhough some memories with your friends are those you might not want to remember.. You will meet & make new friends along the way in the journey of your life, but those whom you made friends with from the start must not be forgotten....

It hurts me when two good friends misunderstood each other.. Give one another time, try to understand one another, and i'm sure you'll be a better friend...

Webcammed with dearest brother who is all the way in China earlier... Hahahha! still crazy as ever.. I MISS YOU BROTHER.. =)



i think that's about it for today... hmmmph... Might not be attending school tomorrow, feel very very lethargic.. =(

k bye.....

btw, Nizham, if you're reading this, cheer up okeh?.. =)
Mell & zaff, sorry for the fucked up attitude just now.. i still love you..
And to *INSERT NAME*, i think i'm giving up already.. you don't show any signs of you bothering at all, so i guess i'm not going to be bothered by this either...

Labels: If you LOVE me let me know If you don't please gently let me go......

Went to school despite feeling very lethargic today.. -,- So i slept the whole day during class... And now i'm at mell's place.. =D with zaff, huzaima and zurah.. hahaha! Okeh, i dont know what to say already except for I MISS YOU....

k bye....

I miss my sister still.. and i miss you.. booohooo~!

Labels: where are you?

Labels: nobody can make me smile like how i used to..., nothing can bring that smile back

Come back soon please... i need you to be with me especially now.. i'm feeling down and you're so not helping.. you'e making me feel even more miserable... =( can't help it but just cry..

Do apparently nothing today.. -,- Slept in yesterday night and woke up at almost 6pm just now.. pfffft! i have got no idea why.. but yes i did just that.. And no i wasn't tired at all.. Okeh whatever..

Guess what? I FORGOT TO DO MY RJ! fuck la... it crossed my mind at 12 midnight, when the submission is closed..CB ah.. seriously sia.. fuck! so i send it via webmail.. I hope mr paul chin won't be so asshole not to give me a good grade.. =)

I wonder what's in for me tomorrow.. another pathetic day maybe.. pfffft! I'm craving for fireworks.. okeh that's kida lame.. but hell yeah i wanna watch beautiful fireworks.. Who is kind enough to accompany me? haha! hmmmph.. but the problem is that i dont know when will there be fireworks? haha! k whatever to that..

I miss my loves.. when wanna meet up again?? everyone so busy, no time for each other already... booohooo to school... -,-

I want.........nvm, i'll skip that part...

Labels: drifting apart, where have you been

Labels: and being left crying...., Hugged, kissed on the forehead

Went to school late again today.. haha! Met Suganya, Mell and Zaff at the control station and we went off to KFC.. I didnt expect the breakfast at KFC to be superb.. hahah~! okeh LOL!


Class was as per normal... nothing abnormal about anything.. haha~! Whatever.. pfffft~! Actually i've got nothing to blog about today.. so yeah.. I guess i'll end the post here.. =)

K bye!

If only you know... I would be more than delighted...

Labels: I miss you.. still...

Labels: you're so close but yet so far... i miss you....

Today was enterprise.... -,- Purposely come in late.. hahah! Had breakfast at MacD with Mell, Zaff, Suganya, & Belle.. hahahah! attitude like fuck.. LOL! then cabbed to school reached at abt 930am.. enter class and do nothing.. hahah! played games and take quizes on facebook... Cannot blame me what.. my mind wasnt progressing at all.. like seriously...

Enterprise UT was okeh.. i managed to complete everything except for last question, as usual.. -,- CB! After UT went off to civic centre with Belle and Zaff since belle wanted to eat at Cafe Galilee... Then off to the library.. Me and Zaff were cracking our brains trying to figure out how to do the RJ question.. Sally Sor is such a fucker!! give RJ question so difficult.. Luckily, someone came onlinejust the right time.. ahah! so decided to ask him for help.. LOL! i ask for help, nvr ask him do.. But he did.. hahah! Thank you very much syg(no chance to say thank you just now.. -,-).. =) hahahah! okeh.. LOL! then Benben needed help with math also, i told you so my brain wasnt progressing so Syg had to help also.. hahah! Math genius ah.. hahah! Thanks again, just in case you're reading this.. i doubt so.. haha! Okeh so went home right after...

Tomorrow is another day...It's science!!! KNNBCCB~! first day of the week so have to be independent.. -,- hahah! then after that got MATH UT!!!! Double the KNNBCCB~~~~!!!! I'm so dead tomorrow... SHIT~! no hope already.. die.. comferm die...

k got nth more to say... bye....

i miss those times... bring it back to me please?? i miss you... where did you go?? you seem so close but yet so far... come bck please?

Labels: if only you know.....

Whenever you're feeling down, there'll always be someone who will cheer you up and make your day. Today, someone made my day.. =) you know who you are.. Just in case you're reading this, i wanna say thank you.. thank you alot because you have put a smile on my face today.. And remember, no matter what happen, i'll always be here for you, to lend my ears to listen to your stories, to lend my shoulders for you to cry on and lean.. =) Thank you alot... And you'll always be my syg no matter what alright..

k bye..

Labels: thank you.......

Ouh my God!!!! I can't believe i chopped off my fringe!!!!!! aaaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhh~!!!!! Okeh, thats the whole point.. i'm like so not over it la.. Zaff should know the reason why i cut it off.. -,- sigh....

Labels: Feeling down......i need a break.....

PICTURES FROM 7th July 2009!! =D

Labels: MISS YOU........

Will update & post yesterday's pic tomorrow...
damn exhausted.......... =(

Labels: It's pretty obvious.. no explaination needed...

Officially the second post for the day.. So today is Kenneth's birthday.. As planned, sonia came in to our class during lunch with ken's birthday cake.. WE HOPE YOU LIKE THE SURPRISE KEN! =D

hahah! Science was kinda okeh today.. Eventhough today's problem is Biology, not really my forte, but still i managed to complete the ppt, of cos with the help of my team mates.. hmmmph...

And as usual, break times spent with W45F dudes.. =D well okeh i admit i didnt spend much of my break time with them today cos i was feeling damn lethargic and i was doing the ppt.. -,- since that someone don't want do right.. k whatever..

And then, after school, i actually planned to go home straight since i was tired.. like extremely.. but changed plan since i got nothing much to do at home and realised that i'll be darn bored if i were to go home.. hahah! So me, mell & zaff bussed down to Admiralty to Xun's place with the guys of cos.. Sion & John missing though.. so left the six of us.. The guys played basketball, while we girls just sit around.. haha! We joined them later on.. i couldn't stop laughing mann.. hahha! but i was too tired to laugh.. hahah! Don't make sense i know.. but it happened.. haha! okeh, so that';s basically it for today.. hahaha!

Had dinner at mac with zaff and then went home.. =D and now i'm studying for tomorrow's UT eventhough i'm like half dead now... pictures will be uploaded tmrw..

K bye,,,

Labels: Extremely exhausted and lethargic......

Labels: BORED and TIRED......

Yesterday was awesome!! =D Cognitive wasnt that bad afterall.. okeh well, atleast we managed to complete an average ppt right?? hahha! okeh, so as usual, breaks are spent with the lovelies W45F dudes.. crazy moments.. haha! then after school spent time with them again.. haha~! slacked in our classroom, then off to subway.. And as per normal, we talked, laughed, crapped... I LOVE THOSE GUYS MANN!! hhaha!

Later on, i trained down to bugis to meet Dinie and Feeqah.. haha! i was late, RED LINE IS SO FUCKING SLOW! okeh, so we had our dinner at Tong Seng coffee shop, behind bugis junction.. then walked around bugis street, saw nth interesting except for earings.. hahah! then walked down to arab street.. surveyed the vintage shops.. OMG! i'm like going crazy!! hahha! damn nice but kinda expensive.. Dinie bought for Azin a bemudas at HEADLINES!! hahha! yes!! headlines the vintage shop.. hahha! i'm sogoing back to all those vintage shops when i have the money.. hahha! then we walked over to the nearest bustop and took the bus to cityhall mrt and trained down to orchard since dinie wanted to go wisma atria.. went crazy again.. ahha! LOL! then trained to simei slacked... since the guys reached late, i decided to sleep over too.. hahah! okeh done..

today's plan of going shopping at cotton on cancelled AGAIN.... sigh... tmrw's plan better go on...
so below are the pictures from yestrday.. =D



Okeh dah... bye...

Labels: maybe... maybe not.. i don't know....

The Girl That’s Trying To Let Go….

A M A L Y N A,
LYN in short..
Living her 18th this year..
Turns a year older every 17th May..
Have a very strong PASSION for DANCING
LOVES to SING too...
Currently ATTACHED to Muhd Nadzir ❤
NEVER irritate her when she's PISSED HATE ME?? you are welcome toGET LOST