Elearning is not fun at all.. i can't get anything in my head right now.. sigh.. i don't know what have gotten into me.. I don't know what is bothering me.. I think it's happening again la.. sigh... I shall not think of it too much, but then again, i can't help it, can i?
On a higher note, mummy promise me to go shopping this saturday at cotton on!! hahah! yay!! and then on sunday, we'll be going to arab street with aunty dearest to buy kain for our Hari Raya clothes.. =D Black this year okeh mummy?? heheh!
I can't wait for school to start.. Thursday!! only one more day away and school will resume as per normal which means no more missing people... YAYNESS!!! hahaa!
To Feeqah my dear, thank you for listening to my never ending story and sighing.. I love you okeh? To Zaff bby, thank you so much for giving me the support.. I love you! To Mell bby, thank you too for being by my side and reminding me not to think too much abt it.. I love you also! To Syaa bby, thank you too cos you have been there to support me also.. I love you!!
okeh bye...
what we could have been, 3:02 pm.
Monday, 29 June 2009
OMG!! after so long... 5 years to be exact.. hahaha! after not contacting with my primary school friends.. Now, when we're in tertiary level we got in touch.. LOL! how wonderful.. First i saw Iwana & Iwani in school.. surprised but glad.. haha! then saw Afini at woodlands interchange, didnt expect but yet again glad.. hahah! then got lisah's blog url which lead to karimah's.. hahah! all got connection.. then then i was browsing through my tagged account yesterday and i saw Aiman's profile under my online friends.. hahah! all this while he was on my friends list but i didnt know.. great or what.. hahah! then earlier this morning Ena commented on my profile and we're like so excited that we webcamed in bed.. haha! look at the screen shots! hahah! both havent bathe.. hahah! LOL! k nvm.. hahah! keep in touch k pple??
Quarantine is really killing me!! OMG!! can i like meet my loves??!?!?! i want meet my loves!! i miss so many pple.. my LOVES<3,>
aku rindu seseorg teramat sgt la.. sigh.. sometimes being in the world of fantasy is much more better then reality huh? sigh.... Somehow i don't want to wake up from this dream i'm having.. it seems so peaceful.. In this dream, my heart is being mended.. but just wait till someone wake s me up all the hopes will be crashed.. my heart will be crushed and flushed down the drain all over again... I want it to happen, but then again, it's impossible.. i know it's impossible...It can never happen.. that's the reason why i wanna stay asleep and never wanna wake up from this dream... It's just too good to be true.. SIGH.... where's the smile? it's here, but still fake... =(
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! THANKS ALOT EHK BDH!! Well apparently i'm suppose to go shopping today with mummy and aunty dearest.. but someone, just someone have to spoil the plan.. CB!! first ckp nak dtg, pastu postpone pastu last minute ckp tak dtg.. kau fikir aper?? fun fair?? CB AH SERIOUS!!
This is the exact reason why i hate my relative from my dad's side.. cb! my dad's brother promised to come over with his wife, so my mum said we have to cancel our plans today which we have planned like last friday with aunty.. okeh fine.. i was mad at first but soon after i accept the fact that dad's brother is coming over, once in a lifetime sia want to wait for him and come visit us.. fucker! so yeah.. we waited.. and then at 6 fucking pm that fucking aunty texted me and said they went back home since it was raining in pasir ris.. FUCKER! DON'T GIVE ME FUCKING BULLSHIT HERE LA CB!! IT'S NOT EVEN RAINING LA BDH.. NAK TIPU TAK AGAK2 SAK..
grrrrr! so apparently i sadi goodbye to my shopping today because of you!! not a big deal for you but it is for me!!! eeeeeerrrrrrrrgggggghh!!
k i'll just shut up now.. i'll just shut up now.. Dad, i'm sorry but i just hate your side of the family... that's the reason why i never agree on going over to grandmother's place.. i was never excited to visit them, never excited to go on a holiday with them.. okeh i never agreed anyway... Now you know why right? so from now on stop forcing me to follow them go any where because i will never be happy when i'm with them.. you saw what happen two years back.. you saw what they did to me.. they abandoned me.. for goodness sake i'm your daughter, their own blood and flesh but they still treat me like an outsider.. your nephew, your direct nephew hates me dad.. so there's no point.. here i say and i swear i can never click with your side of the family.. I don't want to have anything to do with them okeh?? i said it before and i'm saying this again.. i never want to be in the same room with them ever again..
tmrw's another elearning day.. sigh.. and it's enterprise.. fuck! k bye...
The reason i'm blogging now is because apparently i got to know that someone have been visiting my blog.. hahah!
NOW TELL ME WHO'S THE ONE WHO HAVE GOT NO LIFE?? KAU KE KITER?? BDH! KLAU KAU TAK TERASE ASL KAU CKP TU SUMER KAT KAU NYE STATUS?? NOW WHO IS KEEPING TRACK OF WHO'S LIFE?? KITER NAK KEEP TRACK OF KAU NYE LIFE KE KAU YG NAK KEEP TRACK KITER NYE LIFE?? EH BETINA! KAU JGN NAK SUKER2 HATI PANGGIL KAWAN AKU CB LA ITU LA INI.. OUH KAU PANGGIL DIER POMPAN CB? ABEH KAU TU APER BUKAN POMPAN? TAKDE CB? KAU BETINA EHK AKU LUPER.. HAHA! KAU JEALOUS EHK KAU TAKDE CB MCM KAWAN AKU TU? AAAAAAWWWWWWWWHHHHHH!!!!! POOR THING.. EHK BETINA, AKU RASEKAN KAU YG PATUT GET A LIFE LA BDH.. KAU NAK PANGGIL KAWAN AKU BDH DLM BENDE2 GINI SUMER? KAU YG BDH LA.. NEWS SPREAD FAST MY DEAR GIRL.. SKRG SAPER YG BDH NI?? KAU KE DIER?? JGN NAK SUKER2 HATI MAKI ORG EHK, SEDAR DIRI TU SIKET, KAU APER KURANGNYE.. JATUHKAN MARUAH ORG UTK TAHANKAN MARUAH SENDIRI? TSKTSKTSK! GI MAMPOS LA BETINA.. YOU'RE NOT EVEN WORTH IT.. HAHAH! DULU SAPER YG KAU KUTOK2? SKRG SAPER YG KAU RAPAT? DGN SAPER YG KAU MENGADU NASEB KAU SKRG? FUCKING HYPOCRITE..BDH LA KAU.. HAHHA! HAVE FUN READING K POMPAN? OOOPPPSS! SALAH BETINA.. PSL AKU SEDAR AKU PON POMPAN... HAHAHHAHA! UAT AKU KETAWE LA KAU... LOL!
k dah.. aku dah abes.. skrg kau nak ckp aper ke nak terase kau nye psl k? i can't be bothered with you anymore.. hahahahha!
THIS TWO PICTURES FUNNY MANN! you know i know.. haha! ehk people?? LOL!
Hadi! cannot take the flash.. LOL!
Trying to fight the flash...
LOL!
He still cannot take the flash.. haha!
Lyn, Adik, Dinie =)
hahha! dinie2.. classic sia..
baek ah dinie.. biler mau pass ni??
This is another you know i know story.. hahah!
ah!! tgk aper tu??? hhahah!
Syafiq!
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hahah! no idea what he's doing.. LOL!
Low tide.. =(
CANDY FLOSS!!!!
kesian diorg.. tak pernah mkn candy floss ehk?? haha! jkjk!
awed by the process of making candy floss..
brother and sister..
Syafiq!
Hilfi!
Hadi
Lyn, Feeqah.. <3
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So that was yesterday's evening outing with my loves.. <3>
okeh so after movie, we head to the back of downtown east to eat.. then after aving our dinner, we walked down to MacD cos the guys were still hungry.. hahha! tsktsktsk! dah transform blom?? hahah! k dah ehk.. we then walk to pasir ris park to slack for a while.. Feeqah didn't join us.. so sad... =( not long after that we went home.. part at the bustop.. must go out again soon and often okeh.. =) miss you guys alrdy.. booohooo~!
Today will be an outing with my family dearest.. =) will update about it when i get back.. bye..
Cognitive module was okeh today..Quite challenging but i managed to complete my worksheet and rj. =) Class ended super early.. hahah! i don't know why.. instead of ending it at 330pm, we ended at like 945am? hahahha! cool or what.. thank you Mr Paul Chin.. And thanks for changing my group... pffft! NOT!
Okeh so after class ended i chat with suganya sweets, ken, and sfaa as usual.. hahah! Sunganya, now you know the softer side of me right?? LOL! i'm not that bitchy afterall huh?? LOL!! (if you even read this) hahah! Love you girl!!
hahah! then later on in the afternoon at about 6 met up with my loves... =)*GRINS* sad though not all can make it.. But to Dinie, Feeqah, Hadi, Hilfi, Syafiq & Adik.. I LOVE YOU ALL!! must do this again okeh?.. soon ah soon.. hahah! will elaborate abt this tmrw.. heheh! with pictures k??
Came across this song here.. very meaningful and it somehow touched my heart.. hahhaha! okeh LOL.. skip the emo part here...
Today's class is e-learning from at home... wth?! i know.. i woke up late.. thanks to zaff i woke up.. if not... LOL! i think i would be sleeping till now.. hahaha! and then when i entered the convo i was fucking lost.. LOL! okeh whatever... i hope tmrw will be easier.. sigh...
many things on my mind right now.. but then again, i can't let it out.. i'm not really sure why i just can't.. tsk! still tired and sleepy.. will update soon.. bye..
Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same. <3
My day started off rough.. didnt have the mood to do anything.. besides, my brain wasn't even progressing at all.. I was physically awake but mentally asleep the whole entire day... pfffffft! then, during presentation, got a news, wouldnt say it a good nor a bad news... LOL! cos we're going to have another week of holidays... Which means no school for one whole week which also means classes cancelled, which also means we have to do everything including solving the problem statement online at home, which again means, no class, which means no school which means i cannot meet my loves.... booooohooo~!
Okeh i'm crapping.. SHUT UP AMALYNA!!!!!
Okeh, so after class today, went to gamelan room for practice, apparently since there wont be any school tmrw, our performance which we have long ago prepared for will also be cancelled.. tsk! so much for my effort and my 5 pathetic bucks... tsk yet again.... okeh and so training as usual, with everyone joking around with each other... hahah! got new disease called "AYAM BABI" hahha! translate directly in english is CHICKEN PORK!! hahah! get it?? LOL! okeh again i'm crapping...
And so after training went up to level 3 of trcc to meet my syg.. LOL!Lucky got zaff and said.. =D
if not i'll be sleeping in that room alrdy.. hahahha! okeh, so watched the replugios practicing their piece.. so impressed.. how i wish i was musically talented just like them... That brazilian girl's voice is damn nice la... so jealous.... okeh, then after they finish practice said went off to meet his friend, zaff went home, and me, went to the deck with danny and his replug friends.. FUNNY MANN THOSE PEOPLE!! hahhaha! can't stop laughing... LOL!
Some of them left there after so left about 6 of us and so we went to civic centre's MacD since danny and i havent do our rj.. LOL! slacked, talked and crapped till about 11 and off we go on our separate ways... =) thanks people for making my day today.. LOL! you people are funny and one bunch of fun people to be with... =D
Okeh, gtg now.. need to wake up like fucking early tmrw... tsk! stupid school system... pfffft!
Gamelan training was as per usual.. But since today is suppose to be training day for seniors, we only used up 1hour to practice the piece that we're gonna play on thursday.. tomorrow will be another training.. damn! this is so tiring mann! tsk!
And so after training, me and zaf trained down to Choa Chu Kang.. heheh! Cottons On baby!! hahah! bought a decent t-shirt that i need for thursday performance.. LOL! and zaf bought blue shorts! hahahah! tomorrow cannot wear k bby? tomorrow must wear sopan.. hahaha! LOL! I have to admit, the moment i step into the outlet, i went crazy!! everyhting there was super nice and the prices are so fucking attractive!! Can you imagine almost everything there under 10bucks.. I'm so going to drag my mummy to a Cottons On outlet this weekend!! hahahahha! *GRINS*
So, after buying whats needed, we went off.. haha! decided to have MacD's ice cream which i have not eaten in such a long time. The last time i ate the price was still 50cents per cone, and now, it 70cents.. OMG! so the over-rated mann! tsk! So we sat outside Lot 1 and just chat while finishing our ice creams up..
Trained back home there after, parted at Jurong East and i'm off to Pasir Ris.. Fucking far.... I know.. hahah! Got freaked out for a moment cos apparently there was this psycotic looking pervert standing infront of me staring at me as if he's going to do something to me..SCARY or what sia?? hahah! Luckily he went off sia.. LOL! and then i thought that i can sleep soundly right after that.. But sadly, i was wrong.. There waws this damn lady from God knows where sitting right beside me.. That was not it, she called her two children to sit with her.. So basically there were three of them sharing on seat in the MRT.. And what pissed me off was that her irritating little daughter just doesnt know how to sit down quietly.. She keep on fidgiting and kicking me and hitting my hand! WHAT A FUCKER!!! GO BACK TO YOUR OWN COUNTRY LA THEN YOU CAN SHARE ONE SEAT WITH 10 PEOPLE OKEH?!?!? stupid much! tsk!
Okeh i'll end this post now.. With a high note actually.. heheh! besides the fact that stupid incident just now...pfffft! =)
Today was like every other mondays.. Monday blues as usual.. Enterprise was a killer.. well as usual... hahahha! and so i was bored to death and almost fell asleep during the other team's presentations and then i saw preemal camwhoring.. and so........... hahahha! i started my webcam companion and started camwhoring also... hehe.. so the above are the results.. haha..
okeh tomorrow's science... CB ah!!! you know i know... pfffffft! ggggrrrrrrrr!!!! k i'll just skip about that and see how tomorrow goes.. tsk! -,-
Was browsing through the net earlier and i came pass this quote saying , " THE DAY THAT YOU DECIDES TO LOVE ME, WILL BE THE DAY AFTER I HAVE GIVEN UP CHASING YOU" I personally think that it is somehow quite true.. hahah! LOL! whatever la.. going off to lala land soon.. sigh..
Tomorrow will be another day, another module, another training, another sad face, another pool of tears inside, another, another,another,another.... SIGH....... =(
This adorable little boy here never fails to make me smile.. he somehow put a smile on my face for a moment.. thank you syg.. =) He got excited over that longan drink.. haha!
mama, abang and myself..
this cousin of mine have been singing since he was 2.. and he love to play fights with my brother..hahah! i'll try looking for their little pictures and upload them.. heheh.. revenge my brothers.. *GRINS*
my dear little nephew and my dear lovely cousin..
want act cute only ah this two..
my aunty loves me.. =) look alike right?? i know.. hehe
this is my mummy dearest.. ily!
tak abes2 ah ni duer..
we're not sisters.. haha! she's my niece..
my nieces..
If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
A M A L Y N A, LYN in short..
Living her 18th this year..
Turns a year older every 17th May..
Have a very strong PASSION for DANCING LOVES to SING too...
Currently ATTACHED to Muhd Nadzir ❤ NEVER irritate her when she's PISSEDHATE ME?? you are welcome toGET LOST
Like drunkards sia.. LOL! tido je tau!
3 of us.. LOVED! <3
THIS TWO PICTURES FUNNY MANN! you know i know.. haha! ehk people?? LOL!
Hadi! cannot take the flash.. LOL!
Trying to fight the flash...
LOL!
He still cannot take the flash.. haha!
Lyn, Adik, Dinie =)
hahha! dinie2.. classic sia..
baek ah dinie.. biler mau pass ni??
This is another you know i know story.. hahah!
ah!! tgk aper tu??? hhahah!
Syafiq!
hahah! no idea what he's doing.. LOL!
Low tide.. =(
CANDY FLOSS!!!!
kesian diorg.. tak pernah mkn candy floss ehk?? haha! jkjk!
awed by the process of making candy floss..
brother and sister..
Syafiq!
Hilfi!
Hadi
Lyn, Feeqah.. <3
This adorable little boy here never fails to make me smile.. he somehow put a smile on my face for a moment.. thank you syg.. =)
He got excited over that longan drink.. haha!
mama, abang and myself..
this cousin of mine have been singing since he was 2.. and he love to play fights with my brother..hahah! i'll try looking for their little pictures and upload them.. heheh.. revenge my brothers.. *GRINS*
my dear little nephew and my dear lovely cousin..
want act cute only ah this two..
my aunty loves me.. =) look alike right?? i know.. hehe
this is my mummy dearest.. ily!
tak abes2 ah ni duer..
we're not sisters.. haha! she's my niece..
my nieces..
