Behind every smile, there will always be sorrow.. Behind every joy, there will always be sadness hidden.. Just like today, everyone put a big smile on their faces. Aidiladha, another celebration to give thanks to Allah for what we have.. Another day where all my relatives will come over to my place to visit my grandmother. every single one were present.. everyone except two.. my brother and my sister.. Brother is in china, sad enough he cannot be here with us.. but all of us were touched when he actually took the intiative to skype with us.. As for my sister.. sigh.. we have got no freaking idea where she is.. and she didnt ecen take any initiative to call or ask how our health was.. instead, she called me to get her passport.. her fucking passport cos she is going for a holiday to bali next mth. wtf?! what is this.. i feel so angry, i feel so sad.. she have got the cheek to go to bali when we are all thinking of her.. fuck ass!!!!!!how should i react? i cannot bring myself to tell my mum abt this.. i just cannot see her hurt again.. i'm so frustrated.. i need someone with me right now...Labels: KNNBCCB
