You promised you'll come back.. You promised you won't leave me again.. But why are you twisting your words now? i miss you.. i miss those times when we had so much fun together, smoke, drink, karaoke and sing our hearts out.. breaking the light sticks every now and then when we are feeling down.. where are you now? i need you with me... i want you to be with me when i need you.. i really do miss those times..
I still remember how much i hated you when you first came back after three years of disappearing. But you didn't give up.. you tried to win my heart and you showed me how much you loved me..soon, we got closer to each other as days goes by.. we were like glue.. mama said we're like twins, cannot part from each other.. When i started to show you my love for you, why did you leave? i just need to know the reason cos as far as i am concern, there wasn't any conflicts that happened at home.. so why??
You must be asking why i suddenly called you last night, crying.. I drank.. yes i promised i wont drink without you but i just needed something to heal my heart.. i need to let it out.. and im sure you know i won't let it out with a stable mind.. where were you?
now i'm really confused.. i want you but i know i can't have you.. it's too precious, i can't let it go..
what we could have been, 1:04 pm.
