sorry this will be another emo post.. sorry dinie, but i'm just letting out how i feel here cos apparently, i can't let it out with my own voice..so here it goes..
Last saturday, i thought i'd be the most happiiest girl on earth for the rest of my life when i saw him.. But i thought wrong.. everything were beautiful only for a few days, and then, things started to get ugly.. the truth is ugly.. yes..if only i know shit will happen, i wouldn't bring myself into this.. but then again, i followed my heart..it hurts really badly that i couldn't control even a drop of my tear..but now, after tomorrow, i promise my heart won't ache anymore..because tmrw will be a new day, and tmrw my heart will be harder than rock and i'll bury it deep and far where nobody cannot see or even find it..becaause tmrw i choose to forget.. and tmrw i'll let go.. let go because i give up.. give up with love and relationships..i'm sick and tired of being hurt..i love you but this love can never be fulfilled.. let me bury this feelings deep and far and i'll never ever reveal it.. i'm letting you go again.. i'm sorry.. be happy with her and i'll be happy for you.. forgive me for loving you so much that it hurts and i'll forgive you for crushing my fairytale dream..goodbye baby, i love you........
what we could have been, 12:47 am.
