Now i know the truth.. The real truth and everything that you have been keeping to yourself and your life diary.. I really didn't expect you to love me so much that you couldn't forget me.. it thought whatever you told me was not true.. But i thought wrong.. every single thing that you told me was very true indeed..How am i suppose to leave you now? knowing everything that happened throughout the whole year that we separated? I can't bear to leave now that i know how true your love is..I thought i could make a difference.. i promised you to stay this time.. but how am i suppose to do that if she doesn't want to back out either? I mean i don't want to be called selfish, after all, she loves you.. I'm not saying that i don't but i can feel how hurt she feels loving someone who loves someone else not her.. How am i suppose to let go now? remember the quote, if you love someone let him/her go, if she comes back she/he is yours forever, if she/he doesn't it was never meant to be.. I let you go once.. And you came back.. what does that mean? but now, i have to let you go again.. will you come back again? How am i suppose to feel right now.. i don't want to let you go again.. I don't want to lose you again.. But i really don't know how i am suppose to deal with this.. I thoughteverything will be different now.. but im wrong.. she still doesnt want to let you go.. how how how? i'm really speechless.. i really don't know what to do..i really don't want to let you go again this time, but i have no choice.. i love you....
what we could have been, 12:15 pm.
Now i know the truth.. The real truth and everything that you have been keeping to yourself and your life diary.. I really didn't expect you to love me so much that you couldn't forget me.. it thought whatever you told me was not true.. But i thought wrong.. every single thing that you told me was very true indeed..How am i suppose to leave you now? knowing everything that happened throughout the whole year that we separated? I can't bear to leave now that i know how true your love is..I thought i could make a difference.. i promised you to stay this time.. but how am i suppose to do that if she doesn't want to back out either? I mean i don't want to be called selfish, after all, she loves you.. I'm not saying that i don't but i can feel how hurt she feels loving someone who loves someone else not her.. How am i suppose to let go now? remember the quote, if you love someone let him/her go, if she comes back she/he is yours forever, if she/he doesn't it was never meant to be.. I let you go once.. And you came back.. what does that mean? but now, i have to let you go again.. will you come back again? How am i suppose to feel right now.. i don't want to let you go again.. I don't want to lose you again.. But i really don't know how i am suppose to deal with this.. I thoughteverything will be different now.. but im wrong.. she still doesnt want to let you go.. how how how? i'm really speechless.. i really don't know what to do..i really don't want to let you go again this time, but i have no choice.. i love you....
