This is not gonna be an emo post.. i just fell in love with the lyrics of this song.. hmmmmph.. k dah.. blog psl nak post ni je.. patheic sia amalyna... i really don't know what have gotten into me mann.. cb btol.... k la k la.. i go study k?? heheheh! *HUGS&KISSES*

Labels: it was like a miracle.....

I miss you oh so much... Having to look at you just makes me miss you even more... Everytime our eyes met, i tried to hide, but i guess i couldn't.. I thought i was over you but i was wrong.. i thought you're happy now, but you're not... Why oh why do we have to meet again? i tried to hold my tears, i tried to smile and look happy, but you saw every single thing. you told me you were glad to see me, and you told me you wanted to hug and kiss me badly.. i want to do the same too, but i couldn't.. I miss being in your arms and i miss the smell you always had.. i miss every single thing about you.. Reminisces by reminisces, it have been coming to me non stop.. how do i put a stop to this?? i miss you so much... so much that i'm listening to our song...sigh...

Labels: i miss you so much my dear....

I thought i was over you.. But i thought wrong.. The moment i saw you, my heart started to ache and soon after it was broken.. I'm sure you saw the hurt when you look into my eyes.. I'm sure you know how much i missed you.. But why? why can't i just move on while you're happy.. i may not be crying physically but i am deep down inside... it hurts..

Muhammad Firdaus Bin Omar, i miss you but i know its just not meant to be...

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Blogger is being a BITCH!! i cannot upload any pictures.. CB!

k skip that. school have been fun.. but im getting really tired and shagged. How long more till the end of semester?? boooohooo~!

I miss my people!!! i miss LOVED alot.. And i really mean ALOT!! i can't wait to meet them again... sigh...

I cant get my lab coat!! FUCK IT!! it's out of stock.. damn it!!

Something happened.. hahah! not gonna elaborate here...

i miss you but too bad i dont like being ditched by you all the time.. am not gonna be bothered anymore...pfffft..

E***E? are you like serious? but you seem to be too good to be true... sigh...

I am damn pissed off today, but i am not going to let that feeling bring me down.. am not gonna elaborate what happen here, cos i dont see the point..

Moving on, i skipped class yesterday. biology just suck to the core..okeh not the module, but the facilitator just suck.. So i went to causeway point to catch a movie with benson and his classmates.. hahah! we watched the deadly tsunami!! i still couldn't believe that the movie actually brought me to tears.. it was damn touching right through the ending.. I wonder how it would be like if i was the one who had to go through the tsunami.. now im glad that im living in singapore..

okeh presentation now.. actually got alot more to write, but later than can okeh? got HOT TOPIC GOING AROUND IN CLASS OI!! hahha!

My brother actually bought this for me!! heheheh! im such a happy girl.. thank you so much dear brother, i love you to the max!! heheh! not only for this, but i love you for showering me with love.. wooohoooo~!

Okeh, moving on, i still went out with my LOVED despite being sick!.. hahaha! stubborn girl right?? LOL! Raya outing on saturday was more than awesome.. first house was at feeqah's it was alrdy so kecoh then.. LOL! and so we camwhored and everything else.. classic moments never fail to occur each and everytime we meet.. hahah! like i said before, this people never failed to put smiles on my face..I love them till the end..

Sunday was a blast to.. though only a few of us turned up due to work and such, it was still the bomb.. We went to bowl at SAFRA tampines, laughed, cocked and everything that we could do to make each other happy... After bowling, the initial plan was to drop by at feeqah's workplace to give her a surprise.. but plans changed right? we slacked at the usual place, simei cc, and laughed and played games and all the belo-ness were revealed... hahahah! funny sia... i'm still waiting for the pictures and videos to be uploaded in facebook.. hahahha! I can't wait for the next outing.. im looking forward to it.. and i swear im gonna spend my time with them frequently mann.. i mean, how can you not when the company is AWESOME!! hahhaha! kankankan??

And today is just another mundane monday.. i hate mondays from now onwards.. REASON?? because i hate my bio faci.. he suck to the core you know... he gave me a D for no fucking reason!! i mean i stayed in class and do my work with extra effort and extra hard work, plus i have not much knowledge in biology and still get a fail grade?? might as well i partial and not do anything and get a fail grade right?? which do you prefer?? hard work and fail or slack and get the same result??CB ah this faci.. seriously... and so, im partialing with paulette.. =) watching movie later... heheh! i think?? LOL! see how lo...

I need motivation mann!!!! this cannot go on anymore.. i need my gpa... damn you bio faci!! cb!!!!!!

k dah... i'm done.. bye! will update again soon...

Labels: i love my LOVED

Never in my life things like this happen. But then, i guess it just did.. It was like a ray of light shining through my sorrow life. I never thought i would accept it this fast.. but, there was just something that was urging me and telling me that that's the one.. I hope i didn't make the wrong move..

In school now.. k bye..

Labels: maybe you're the one..

First day of school, start of semester two. New, class, new classmates, new environment new modules.. Awkward but somehow, got along quite well with Paulette, and Dillon.. and of cos one and only, HAIPING!!! hahahahha! gangster ehk? hahah! TAN! okeh2..

Moving on, i went to gamelan and supposedly we end at 7 but we decided to end early cos we wanted to watch a Balinese Gamelan & Dance performance by orphans from Bali at LaSelle Arts School. Damn good i tell you.. It was fucking effective that me, Zul, B, and Zaff were scared to death when one of the song featured a dance from their dance master, being an old man.. He was wearing a mask and it seemed so real.. The way he moved and his facial, though we can't really see, it was like so real and scary i almost cried.. hahaha! But overall, it was AWESOME!!!!

After the performance, we talked to the orphans and had fun.. Took some pictures and joke around with them.. At the same time polished our bahasa indonesia.. hahah! it was cool.. And they invited us personally to visit them in Bali at their orphanage.. They gave us their home name you know.. haha.. PANTI ASUHAN WIDIYASI 5 DI BALI.. hahah! here we come!! lol! i was so damn semangat that i actually went online to check how much the flight tickets costs.. hahah! surprisingly, it's damn cheap!! hahah! air asia dok.. shiok sia! i hope we can go...

Miss them alrdy.. haha! the one with shades the most ehk ehk ehk?? hahah! gatal ehk... Pictures will be uploaded soon.. lappy giving me problems again.. tsk! well, tmrw's another day.. hmmmmph.. bye now..

I MISS YOU LA.. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I REALLY DO.. SEND ME A TEXT OR GIVE ME A CALL SOON PLEASE? god, why am i still hoping? tsk!

Labels: KANGEN BANGET DEH AKU AMA KALIAN TAPI JUGA AMA SESEORG SI...

Hey2.. just dropping by to wish the following three people a very happy birthday..

To Yana bby, Happy sweet 17TH!
To Fazli Bin Wahab, Happy sweet 17th!
And also to Muhammad Firdaus Bin Omar, Happy 24th Birthday!

All of you might not read this post of mine.. But i'm just posting it cos i know it's the thoughts that counts.. May all you wishes for today come true, May Allah shower you with all his love and blessings.. Take care..

I'm having this feeling all over again.. A feeling of lost, anger, sadness, disappointment and pretty much everything else which i can't describe in words.. I am not a toy, nor am i a litter which you can play with or throw as and when you like.. I'm a human being, with feelings.. Let me repeat this again.. WITH FEELINGS!! Yes it was my mistake to have been into this too much, but you could have be a little more nice rather than heartless creature right?? i know symphaty doesn't counts but it was hope that you gave..

That's it! i am not going to hope anymore! Whether you wanna continue this anot, because i'm tired of playing this game.. Thank you for the memories anyway.. thank you alot..

Labels: and when i thought it was so close you made me realise that it was even more further than ever....

Labels: too good to be true....

The Girl That’s Trying To Let Go….

A M A L Y N A,
LYN in short..
Living her 18th this year..
Turns a year older every 17th May..
Have a very strong PASSION for DANCING
LOVES to SING too...
Currently ATTACHED to Muhd Nadzir ❤
NEVER irritate her when she's PISSED HATE ME?? you are welcome toGET LOST