Something i think you should actually read girls.. i know you know who you are.....
Dear girls who i used to be very close to,We started off as strangers, and then we became friends, later we became sisters, and suddenly we ended it off as strangers again.. Sounds cliche? but this is the fact.. It wasn't my fault i had to work all the time right?? it wasn't my choice to be drifted apart... But every single time i see you guys, you seemed happy and it was like as if i didn't matter.. With or without me around you still had fun.. Sometimes i feel left out, but i kept quiet.. If you were really my friends, you would have noticed.. Ouh but i know you noticed.. You just didn't care.. And now you make it seem like it was my fault? Wow! well done.. do you know how hurting it is?? do you know how tiring it was to juggle school, work, family and friends all at the same time?? do you know how tough it was juggling my work commitment and having to please you?? OMG! if only you had the heart to stop and think right at that moment, how hurt i was, how much i was crying deep inside... But no, you didn't even bother... Don't act as if you cared if you really don't... Don't tell me you miss me when you really don't.. I thought you were really my true friends.. But i guess i was wrong... you didn't even bother understanding my situation, instead you made it worse.... Don't make it seem like it was my fault.. really, cause i don't think it was... ego? i don't think so... you make me have this kind of mindset... maybe it was never meant to be la kann?? don't be angry when you read this... cos I'm only stating the truth...Woah, after so long of keeping this and bottling it up deep down inside, I'm finally letting it out...you know who you are and i know you'll be reading this... It's up to you now what you want to think of me.. I don't care, that's because you don't either and i don't find it worth it....oooops... sorry, but it's true...Thank you so much girls... for all the memories and fun time... I think it just have to end.. I'm sick and tired of being left out... I'm sick and tired of listening to your never ending stories of what you did the day before... I'm sick and tired of your loving hugs and kisses right in front of me.... Jealousy?? no.. i don't name it jealousy, cos i know i deserve much better.....Now I've said it all... last words for you, THANK YOU....and don't tell me you miss me cos i know you don't mean it....Hahahaha! it's ugly but it's the truth.. i think i wanna watch that movie.. hahah! =) k bye...Labels: don't make it seem like it was my fault cos i know it wasn't......
what we could have been, 3:07 am.
Something i think you should actually read girls.. i know you know who you are.....
