How can someone make me so sad, but still i only want them to stay
I wanna say i love you so bad, but i don't wanna scare you away
Please, i wish that you'll understand that i wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me Today was kind of okeh.. Cognitive was quite simple i suppose despite the fact that we had to push ourselves and finish our presentations on time. The rule is that if we did not finsh our presentation on time, the whole entire team will get an F grade straight. I'm glad my team and I managed to finish it on time. Not only the presentation, but also our creative rationale and our logo. =D two thumbs up team 2.. And as per normal, Mr Paul Chin changed the problem statement so instead of the normal problem statement which is to design a logo on singapore olympic games, my class were asigned to do 5 different word marks ; "SAY NO TO SMOKING", "SAY NO TO TEENAGE SEX", "EMBRACING DIVERSITY", "SAFE DRINKING" & "HARDWORK ROCKS".. My team were assigned to design a logo on safe drinking.. Quite surprised that our logo came out really nice and Mr facilitator likes it.. hahaha! Other team's logo were very nice and attractive too..
Yeap the above is our logo.. =) nice right?? i know.. hahah! All the pictures included there are actually there for a purpose to meet up with the criteria of the 3 themes ; spirit of family, spirit of health & also spirit of South East Asia.. Make a storyline out of the logo.. I'm sure you can figure it out.. =)
Okeh moving on, something is kind of bothering me right now.. It's happening yet again... Sister is not coming back home, mother is upset.. sigh.. The moment i stepped in my house just now, my mother said "Klau Shasha call ckp mama dah mati." which in direct translation means "if shasha calls, tell her that i'm dead." Yes.. that was the exact words that my dearest mother said. Indeed, it actually shot me right in the heart to hear those words coming out of her mouth.. I'm trying my very best not to cry.. but i just cannot help it. I may be smiling outside.. but deep down inside, it's really bleeding and i'm crying.. Nobody would really understand why..
Shall not let my emotion take control of me.. I need to go to Beach Centre tomorrow for my job orientation.. The problem is that i don't know how to get there! HELP!! hahah! k lame.. i'll figure out soon i guess.. hahahah!
K bye!
Labels: Crying deep down inside where nobody can really see....
what we could have been, 6:43 pm.
How can someone make me so sad, but still i only want them to stay
