It seems like i'm not part of you anymore.. Yes it hurts, but i've got no other choice... People come and go... You're just like the passing cloud... Bidding you goodbye might not be easy, but i guess i have got no choice... You'll be fine without me.. You've got each other...

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I'm gonna miss W45G!! sigh.. In fact i'm already missing them.. Time flies by so fast.. Without me knowing it, it's already the end of semester 1.. Soon, i will not even realise that it's the end of 3 years.. Damn! I can't imagine what it'll be like at the end of 3 years...

Moving on, I'm rotting at home right now, I don't know what to do... Boring! How i wish cousin was still around to keep me company.. How i wish sister was here by my side lisyening to my never ending crappings.. sigh... Vacations can be boring at times huh?

Will be working tomorrow.. -,- How i wish i didnt have to work... but i have got no choice.... pfffft!

It's been 6 days since we first started fasting.. So fast 6 days already... Hahaha! I don't know why, but i have a mixed feelings going on.. LOL! excited cos i did not really celebrate Hari Raya last year due to o levels, i'll get to go out with my family and friends all i want this year and i can just have fun without worrying about any exams or what so ever.. But i'm also feeling the opposite, can't really find the word to describe this feeling.. Firstly because i don't know if sister would be around, secondly because i am working (i hope Alison and Joanna would give me a chance please.. i dont want to work on weekends),thirdly i don't know if the plan to go out with my friends will work out since we are all in different schools now.. hmmmph! Well, i think we'll just wait and see okeh? but i still hope i dont need to work during hari raya can?? I wouldn't want to celebrate hari raya at TCC.. -,-


Ouh, i almost forgot, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ADQ!! AND HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU AND QAMARUL... LAST LONG OKEH?? LOVE YOU!

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Labels: I MISS YOU SISTER

I dedicate this song to my beloved classmates.. It have been fifteen whole weeks that we knew each other.. The friendship built, the fun we had together, the laughter we shared, the shit we've gone through together and the tears we teared earlier today... I will never forget each and everyone of you.. To those who have my number, i am only a phone call, or an sms away, to those who don't i'm just a click away from your msn window..

And to my beloved cousin, do know that i am just a phone call away okeh? if you need someone to talk to or study with or just wanna go out with me just give me a call okeh?? i will definitely miss having you around, studying with you and zul till late at night under the void deck... If you wish to sleep over at my place just come okeh, my house will always be open for you.. One of the days we'll meet up to go to the bazar okeh?? the 3 of us.. =)

And to Ms shaheedah, thank you so much for the advices that you gave earlier.. It really open up my mind and heart.. I really appreciate it..

Walking down memory lane of Loyang Secondary school was really a heart felt and touching one.. Had a conversation with Mr Soh, and a very long talk with Ms Shaheedah.. Saw people whom i reall didnt want to.. Well, somehow memories came flashing back in my mind when i stepped into the school earlier.. Feeqah, next monday okeh?? hahah! =D

Communication UT was the best way to end the whole of UT3 and semester 1. I was glad i cold kick it awesome.. =)

Okeh, i guess that's about it now..bye..

To the two people whom i have been really close to the whole of 15 weeks, i love you girls, but somehow my gut feelings tells me that things can never be the same again.. Trust me, i didn't ask for all this to happen in my life.. While you two are having a hell lot of fun, i'm being left out.. It's unfair for me but i know i can pull through.. In case you both havent noticed how qite i have been these days.. Thanks for the whole lot of fun and laughter, the memories of the 3 of us together, i will never forget.. I love you girls..

Labels: Ms Shaheedah just knocked some sense in my head...

Have been working for 3 days straight. tiring indeed, having to jugle studies and work at the same time.. UT3is not really having at all.. Having my beloved cousin sleeping over is of much fun.. at least there's someone to talk to at night.. hahaha! ad besides that i have the privilege of lepaking with him downstairs like how i used to when sis was around.. =)

Today marks the first day of Ramadhan.. I'm glad i can complete the day without much hindrance.. Well, nothing much except for having Joanna to scold me the whole time i was working.. -,- irritating much... I just got to know that many staff have been quiting because of her, and thatshe is only nice to important people.. CB la... she's lucky enough i was fasting.. wahlao!! heart ache sia...Besides, she's not even the real store manager anyway..pfffft. she's only under training and she's so arrogant.. such a turn off... -,-

Moving on, to add on to the miserable day at work, i just had to turn at the traffic light while i was on the way home.. double heart ache!! i saw FIFI!! shit mann! first day of Ramadhan and i saw him?? eeeeerrrrgggghhhh! I can't deny the fact that e did came across my mind while i was in the bus listening to a song on my ipod... *GRUNTS* nvm.. i shall not let that spoil my mood..

Cousin is terawih-ing with his friends... He asked me to tag along.. I really want to but my feets are killing me... sigh.. maybe tmrw okeh?? I think i'll be going to study with cousin and zul later on under the void deck... =)

I guess i'll end it here..k bye...

Labels: Allah, make me strong please..

I don 't get it.. I mean it's not m fault i cannot spend much time with you.. It's not my fault i have to work my ass off just to help my mum financially.. It's not my fault i am not as free as you.... I'm not complaining or what so ever, but i just dont get it.. I mean can't you like compromise and understand my freaking situation?? i mean i need to work its not that i work for my own fun and pleasure.. i need to work because i want to help my mum.. sigh... can you please just spare a thought for me... just once.. and compromise.. i mean afterall, i''m sure you would want to spend some time with me just like how i am yearning to spend time with you... sigh.. i hope to see you really soon..

Labels: i'm kinda pissed but i think i am more hurt than pissed....

Labels: I miss you but i'll put that aside...............

Labels: It's not my fault i'm feeling this way....

Labels: tired of playing this stupid games...

Sorry for not blogging for the past few days.. This is for you k Dinie darling? hahah!!

Skipped class today with 8 other classmates of mine.. hahaha! The actual plan was actually to have breakfsat and then go back to class but apparently we didnt want to go back class so yeah.. we skipped instead.. and there's only like 11 people in class, while 9 of us is in the library right now, and the rest are at home? i guess?? hahaha! And we're planning for class outings!! =)

I have to go to work later.. tsk! -,- so troublesome okeh.. freaking troublesome.. Before that i'm so going to get my jab first.. tsk! 18 bucks gone just like that cbcb! Okeh i'll skip that..

I'll end it here for now.. bye.. =)

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Today was kind of okeh.. Cognitive was quite simple i suppose despite the fact that we had to push ourselves and finish our presentations on time. The rule is that if we did not finsh our presentation on time, the whole entire team will get an F grade straight. I'm glad my team and I managed to finish it on time. Not only the presentation, but also our creative rationale and our logo. =D two thumbs up team 2.. And as per normal, Mr Paul Chin changed the problem statement so instead of the normal problem statement which is to design a logo on singapore olympic games, my class were asigned to do 5 different word marks ; "SAY NO TO SMOKING", "SAY NO TO TEENAGE SEX", "EMBRACING DIVERSITY", "SAFE DRINKING" & "HARDWORK ROCKS".. My team were assigned to design a logo on safe drinking.. Quite surprised that our logo came out really nice and Mr facilitator likes it.. hahaha! Other team's logo were very nice and attractive too..

Yeap the above is our logo.. =) nice right?? i know.. hahah! All the pictures included there are actually there for a purpose to meet up with the criteria of the 3 themes ; spirit of family, spirit of health & also spirit of South East Asia.. Make a storyline out of the logo.. I'm sure you can figure it out.. =)

Okeh moving on, something is kind of bothering me right now.. It's happening yet again... Sister is not coming back home, mother is upset.. sigh.. The moment i stepped in my house just now, my mother said "Klau Shasha call ckp mama dah mati." which in direct translation means "if shasha calls, tell her that i'm dead." Yes.. that was the exact words that my dearest mother said. Indeed, it actually shot me right in the heart to hear those words coming out of her mouth.. I'm trying my very best not to cry.. but i just cannot help it. I may be smiling outside.. but deep down inside, it's really bleeding and i'm crying.. Nobody would really understand why..

Shall not let my emotion take control of me.. I need to go to Beach Centre tomorrow for my job orientation.. The problem is that i don't know how to get there! HELP!! hahah! k lame.. i'll figure out soon i guess.. hahahah!

K bye!

Labels: Crying deep down inside where nobody can really see....

I just don't understand why some people just forget their friends after they found their someone special and still dares to call themselves friends..pfffft.. To me, friends are the most precious things on earth after family.. Without your friends, you wouldn't know your mistakes, you wouldn't be who you are right now.. Cliche as it may sound but this is actual fact..

Okeh, I'll skip that.. wouldn't let it spoil my mood.. pfffft.. Science was okeh i think? haha! But i admit that i wasn't as productive.. Sorry mell, zaff, ken and wenrong..

got nth else to blog about.. I'm rather feeling like i need to cry.. tsk! don't know why la....

Labels: i thought you were different but i just came to realise that you're just the same....

Labels: Let me go please...

So yesterday went out with my loves.. Met at 330 at pasir ris mrt and then trained down to marina bay and bussed to marina barrage to celebrate hadi's & hilfi's belated birthday.. Planned to dine at pizza hut right after but dinie got a call from her cousin asking whether we would like to catch the fireworks from Marina Mandarin hotel.. So we decided to catch the fireworks at the hotel room instead.. The view was beautiful... No words can describe it.. Walked to mrt station after fireworks as we wanted to go to bugis to have our dinner/supper at tong seng.. Iqah and Wan went home after dinner/supper, while we walked over to Arab Street for Shisha.. Feeqah joined us right after and we stayed and talked till about 1am.. And then Hadi's and Syafiq's dads came to fetch us home.. Overall, we all had a great time though there was alot of walking all thanks to the road blocks..pfffft! pictures on facebook.. =)

And today, followed mummy dearest to wedding invitation.. -,- and saw Taufik Batisah yet again.. hahaha! two weeks in a row.. =D *GRINS* but this time i took a picture with him... =) haha! jealous right?? i know.. ouh well, what can i say.. it's a privilege being related to celebrities.. hahahaha! not to boast but it's natural fact.. hahahha!

k bye...

Labels: I know you are jealous.. but do me a favour by just stop bitching.. it is not my fault i am related to the celebrities.... hahahahah

Today was apparently another friday in school. Cognitve as usual. And RJ closes tomorrow at midnight, but this time with a condition, we would have to write in 500 words.. troublesome or what... pfffft! i've yet to do my RJ cos i just got home and i dont know if is should actually do it now cos i dont think i can make it tomorrow. hmmmmph! nvm.. i still have time to think about it... hahah!

Moving on, after school, i had an interview at TCC in Bugis Junction. And i got the job... =) yayness! like finally.. Alhamdulilah i must say.. Well, atleast i don't have to depend on my mother anymore. Thanks to Mell and Zaff for helping me prepare and everything, to Suganya for accompanying me... All your effort is much appreciated.. =)

And so, after the interview, we decided to head up to town thought of window shopping at Ion, but that place just gave us a heart attack.. it was much more of a higher class than Paragon! We actually went in to a shop where they have all kind of prom dresses and such.. If the dresses were to cost like 100plus or 300plus i would still be fine with it you know.. But the dresses there costs up to 8K plus plus!! can you imagine that?? Me and Suganya actually got a heart attack right there and then.. so we decided to head down to wisma and walked around and then to taka to have dinner. We had MOS burgers.. =) i think it was okeh.. hahah! and then we walked and walked and walked.. I thought we were just walking around aimlessly until suganya told me that she was bringing me to Harry's.. -,- but apparently Harry's was full and so we walked again.. SOMEONE just dont want to give up right.. hahaha! and we finally found one decent place where we can have a shot.. hahah! and that is at Rouge Outdoors.. we both had slippery nipples.. =) strogn but nice i must say.. Thanks for the drink darling... =) And then after our shots we trained home and separated at city hall.. i had a so much fun today!! =) And Suganya, whatever that you got to know about me today, just keep it to yourself okeh?? hahaha! you know i know... LOL! Okeh, enough says, now pictures!!





Okeh, and so, tomorrow will be outing with my LOVES! =) can't wait to meet you guys.. =) well see you.. will blog again soon.. bye..

Labels: I GOT A JOB........ :D

The Girl That’s Trying To Let Go….

A M A L Y N A,
LYN in short..
Living her 18th this year..
Turns a year older every 17th May..
Have a very strong PASSION for DANCING
LOVES to SING too...
Currently ATTACHED to Muhd Nadzir ❤
NEVER irritate her when she's PISSED HATE ME?? you are welcome toGET LOST