Only Allah knows how much i miss this person... This person is my sister... I don't care what you people wanna say or think about her.. I WILL LOVE HER NO MATTER WHAT!
Have been crying since 4am in the morning...Reason?it's a logn story, but i'm gonna summarise it.. I'm sorry if this sound lame or what so ever, i just have to let it out so bear with it..
It was 4 am when she came home and i happen to open my eyes.. The moment that i saw her, my tears rolled down my cheek.. she came over to me, hugged me so tight, kissed me on my forehead and whispered, "I promise i'll come home before fasting month".. I couldn't help it but to cry and hugged her tight.. The feeling of not wanting to let go came.... But she keep on saying that she promise she'll be back before fasting month starts, and then she left.. She left me crying my heart out for the next two hours..I didn't go back to sleep after she left.. Right that moment i realised how much i loved her despite all the nasty remarks we passed to each other and how much i use to say i hate her so much... I really couldn't help it but to cry...
Sha, I love you no matter how much i say i hate you.. and please don't break your promise.. I'll be waiting for you to come back..
To my dearest classmates, i'm so sorry if i was being an asshole today.. I'm sorry if i hurt anybody with my harsh words..And thank you alot for being there for me when i needed you people.. I love you.. =)
Labels: and being left crying...., Hugged, kissed on the forehead
what we could have been, 8:26 pm.
