All this while I've been having sleepless nights because of some guys and over my broken heart... But for the past few days I've been having sleepless nights because of this dearest sister of mine.. I admit we weren't very close when we were young.. In fact, we've been like enemies.. Then a few yeas ago, she went away.. She ran away from home.. for about 3 years... It was only last year that she came back.. At first, i hated her.. I hated the sight of her... She tried her very best to come close but i didn't let her in.. It was until i realised that she's my sister after all.. It was less than a year when we finally became like best friends.. We shared almost everything with each other.. She was there when i had to cry my hearts out... Right now, she's not here.. but I'm crying my hearts out... ALONE... Allah please bring her back home... i miss her so dearly... i need her by my side...

And it hurts me even more when grandmother asked for her earlier.. I didn't know what to say.. i didn't know how to answer.. I was crying out loud deep inside where nobody can hear me...Allah give me strength.. Give me strength at least until she come back.. i know she will.. she promised...