So i went to Loyang sec to collect my o' level cert and testimonials.. Before entering the school, i told myself that if that bloody old bastard don't want to let me in, i'lll just kick his fucking arse off and still go in.. hahah! He was looking at me while i was writing my name down.. Fuck you lar, its like as if i'm gonna be scared of you.. CB! and so the chinese guard let me in.. Lucky him.. haha!..Okeh, and so went to the office, otw there saw lots of people.. hahha! including my niece.. okeh, shutup! and then waited for the aunty to take my cert and sign whatever needed to be signed and i actually thought of going home straight until i heard someone shout my name.. ITS EFA!!! hahha! okeh lame.. so went to second floor and talk to efa and the other yellow house members including miss shaheeda.. i think i sat there and talk to them for like 2 hours sia! hahah! okeh, luckily i didnt ask feeqah along or i'll be keeping her waiting for a long time.. haha..And then after that i met my niece at cc, didnt feel like going home just yet so slacked with her.. and as usual, had girls talk for abit.. hahha! ouh yar and not to forget, i actually saw someone.. guess who people!! this person have hurt me alot! and i really mean alot.. and he is muhammad firdaus iskandarshah bin omar hahaha! okeh whatever! okeh whatever...TO MY DEAREST YELLOW HOUSE JUNIORS, I'M REALLY SORRY BUT I DON'T THINK I CAN MAKE IT TOMORROW TO SUPPORT YOU PEOPLE.. I'VE GOT MY PLANS WITH MY SISTER.. I'M REALLY SORRY, BUT I DO WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST AND MAKE ME PROUD YEAH? HAHAH! ACTUALLY MAKE MS FARHANA AND MS SHAHEEDA PROUD AND GIVE THEM WHAT THEY DESERVE THIS YEAR.. I'M COUNTING ON YOU PEOPLE THIS YEAR! ILY ALOT2! AND REMEMBER, KEEP RUNNING AND NEVER GIVE UP!And also to my dear Efa, i know how you feel.. Cheer up okeh? just remeber that you're not alone.. We're on the same boat... No matter what happens, remember that you have your friends around you...ILY!OUH YAR! MY HEART POPPED OUT FOR A LITTLE WHILE YESTERDAY WHEN I SAW A PIC OF HIM IN MY LAPPY! AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!! THIS IS KILLING ME! AKU RINDU BANGET!!!Labels: NOT HOPING BUT STILL WAITING.....
what we could have been, 7:59 pm.
