School is getting more fun each day.. I just love my classmates mann! they're the BOMB! hahha! had JAM 'n' HOP session like almost everyday after school, during lunch breaks, during breakfast breaks.. hahaha!fun fun fun and more fun! hahaha! LOL! must upload the videos ah.. haha! will upload it once i get it.. it's a promise okeh?? hahah!



Having lovely babies in school and in class just adds to the fun.. haahha! eventhough it was only 2 weeks of knowing each other, we're already bonding like we know each other for years.. We're like family already.. and I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE CLASS NEXT SEMESTER!!! i love them too much mann! awwwwhhh! are you people touched? hahaha! W45G YAW!!!! ahahhah!

Ouh yar, and my tagboard is like full of HOT STUFF!!!! hahah! i like!

i will upload the pictures very soon okeh? i promise... :)

Labels: W45G ~ lil' sane

Sometimes i wonder why it keeps on repeating.. I mean one moment you're right infront of me and then the next moment you dissappear.. and it keeps on repeating as if there is no end to it.. The truth is, it hurts.. yes it hurts.. it hurts too much seeing you coming and going as and whenever you like.. Have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever consider putting yourself in my shoes? Let me guess you never tried right? Yes i understand that it wasnt entirely your fault.. But at the very least you could have told me the truth.. I keep on denying that i loved you.. the actual fact is i do love you.. But somehow i know i can't..

AAAAAAAARRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!!! I HATE IT WHEN I'M NOT BEING MYSELF AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE CRYING!

pictures of my babies and myself will be uploaded soon enough when im not lazy..

Labels: Its like a repetition and i'm really hurt... one moment you're around, the next you dissappear..

It'll be a short post for now.. will update more later..

To my dearest girlfriend whom i got to know from Noel's gifts company, i would like to wish you a very happy birthday.. If you're reading this, i just want you to know that i miss you so much.. and i miss those times when we were really close..

Okeh, so, tommorrow is another schooling day.. The start of a schooling week.. The start of a new lesson on science module.. aaaaarrgggggghhhh!!!! this is killing me! damn it! i don't want to go to school.. it's so far! *CRY* but what to do? still have to go right? so sad..

Watched korean drama earlier and i actually gained something from the drama.. i remembered scene which actually opened up my eyes and somehow made me realised..

"I am not your air, that's why i left. I thought that i could be with you for as long as you want me to. But again, i'm not your air. I'm just a breeze which passed by and pretended to be air. Wind will never go back to where it came from."

I'm not sure if you understand what the dialog. But it somehow made me realise that sometimes, someone just come into your life and pretend to be the one for you. While the actual truth is they were just there to pass by and see how you are doing. So yeah..

p.s i'm not hoping, but i really do wanna meet you.. it's been a month and i really miss you..

Labels: Wind will never go back to where it came from....

YES!!!!! finally the weekends!! OMG! you don't know how much i'm yearning for it to saturday.. School have been really fun yet super tiring! New friend, old friends, classmtes and facis.. They are all making my life in school a fun and memorable one.. Okeh thats a lie.. Friends are making my life beautiful in school, but facis are not helping at all.. They're like trying to make all of our lives difficult.. But nevermind.. There's still moments whereby we can enjoy life to the fullest right?

I need to go shopping.. I need more clothes.. And i wanna catch a movie.. But i have got no money... SAD!!! nvm.. lets save up.. *GRINS*

Being single is fun but yet irritating.. CB LAR!

Labels: Can't wait to finally meet you again....

School is getting more fun as each day passes by.. Not because of the lessons or the Facis, but because of the friends.. Be it old friends or new friends made along the way.. Hell yeah! I'm starting to enjoy school.. ahha! My classmates are getting along quite well though there are somethings that some of us are in favour of.. Okeh, shall not elaborate it here.. ahaha!

And so today's lesson was like FUCK!!! Cognitive something.. Omg! and the faci is like KNNBCB sia!! Old mann! better watch your mouth lar.. I mean like of cos we have to google or wiki the given problem statement right? stupid or what.. "don't tell me you google-ed it.." CB! if never search on google how to know the answer you looking for fuck you lar asshole old mann!

Okeh whatever about that.. I don't know why but i seem to be very uptight about things today.. I mean i get pissed easily but at the same time i had fun and talk alot.. Like seriously alot today..
And to whomever you are, I've got no time for you okeh.. Nak marah ke nak aper ke kau nye pasal k?


And also lastly to that someone, it seems like there is telepathy between us.. It seems like you knew all along how i felt.. Glad you came back my dear.. Hope to meet you soon..Aku maseh syg kau tau...

Try figuring out what they're trying to do.. ahaha! LOL!

Later on, isha brought up this new peribahasa, "diam-diam ubi" ahahah!.. wth? its diam-diam lepu isha.. hahah! then Ima came up with diam-diam ubi kayu manis sedap.. hahah! cant remember but it was freaking funny when she said it.. ahaha! k nvm.. LOL! i'm just crapping..



Class have been fun! especially when you get to chat and webcam in class.. hahah! k i'm fucking tired.. i want to sleep now.. k bye.. heheh!

First day of school was just fine for me.. In fact i'm startong to get along well with some of my classmates.. hahah! hmmph, lets start with my teammates first..heheh!

There's pretty Amanda, she was the first teammate who approached me and sat beside me.. hahah! We have the exact same lappy!! hahaha! okeh lame.. LOL! my first impression of her was a very bubbly girl.. hahah! very cute and fun loving.. She somehow reminds me of my Senior, also in RP year 2 right now, Raychel.. hahah! okeh, moving on to the next..

There's sweet Adiyanah, First impressions was "she's chinese!" hahah! LOL! she really look like chinese okeh.. hahah! She seems very quiet but once i get to know her better she's quite approachable..

Next, there's the tall You Jie.. hahah! she's damn tall.. and to be added, she's from Taiwan.. Yeap, i have a classmate from Taiwan.. hahah! she's quite softspoken too..hahha! but we can get along..

And then there's Whye Keat.. He's very smart you know.. and further more he took biology and what we learnt today was somehow related to biology..And so he was a good guide for some of us.. hahaha!

Moving on to the rest of the class whom i think i could get along well with, there's Amalina.. Yes.. Without fail..another Amalina in the class... hahah! She's quite approachable also.. hahah! very friendly girl...

And then there's Mel.. We share the same interest which is dancing.. hahah! yeap.. She's very friendly.. and can be labelled as LOUD.. LIKE ME! hahah! I LIKE! hahaha! okeh..

And so these are the few whom i think i can get along well with.. hahah! atleast for now.. And i hope i canget to know these people much better..And ouh yar, me and Mel both dislike the two most irritating pple in the class.. hahaha! yeah.. shall not mention it here.. LOL! only i and Mel know.. ahhaha!

Okeh, will update again soon.. Looking forward for tmrw's class but not looking forward to math module! help!!!!! aaaaaaarrrrgggggghhhhh!!!!!!!

k bye..

!@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@%^&*((*&^%$#

GUYS ARE JERKS.. COME AND GO WHENEVER THEY LIKE.. CB! GO DIE AH! I DONT NEED A MAN IN MY LIFE.. I CAN DO BETTER WITHOUT JERKS LIKE YOU PEOPLE.. MOTHER FUCKERS!

FUCK!CB!MOTHER FUCKER!KNNBCB!

DON'T ASK!

I'M CONFUSED!!!! i think my heart is splitting into two... my life is going to be haywire again.. and i have got a feeling that i'm going to be stuck between two people who care abt me and trying their very best to win my heart... all this reminds me of the song "DISANA MENANTI DISINI MENUNGGU".... aaarrrrrrrggggghhhhh!!!!

Labels: In A Dilemma...

went out with Dinie and Feeqah on friday.. had lots of fun.. haha! okeh, so we head to cathay orchard first since we actually planned to watch a movie.. but then plan was cancelled because it was damn packed and the movie timing was abit too haywwire.. So we decided to have our late lunch at LJS.. Later on, we walk around to survey on shoes, snickers and more clothes.. haha! countless shopping malls.. LOL! and we ended up at bugis.. haha! okeh..

Angry? Disappointed? Upset? I'm not sure myself.. She have always been the one giving in and she was always the one who gets fooled easily.. But all that was back then.. Before she changed into her new self.. She was too gullible back then.. But today, she's not anymore.. She now hardly trust people and she hardly believe what other says even though in reality, she agree.. You may think that she can be fooled easily but the truth is that she didn't even believe your words in the first place... does that hurts? hmmmph... perhaps not yet..

You may be a friend of hers, you may be a relative of hers and you may be close enough to know her very well.. But somehow, she's a changed person and she have changed alot.. Maybe you can see her as weak and pathetic, but the real fact is that she's much stronger than you think she is... She might even be stronger than you...

And if you plan to BITCH right in her face, then you better think twice.. Because she wont be the same girl who will just keep quiet and do nothing about it... REVENGE IS ALWAYS SWEET and she have got a choice to do anything that she wants to make you feel what you made her feel...Be very thankful if you're lucky enough to just slip away the first time.. Because the truth is there will be NO SECOND CHANCE IN HER BOOK EVER AGAIN..... So you better watch your mouth and be careful with what you say.....

IF ONLY I HAVE THE CHANCE TO BE THERE WITH YOU, I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO CHEER YOU UP...

Labels: because i'm tired....

Was bored like mad till heard laughter + snorting from adeq, which sound alot like adeq is crying.. I was stunned and so i turned and ask "oi! kau okeh tak? aslkau nanges?"

adeq : huh? aner ader? hahah!
Me : gn tipu aku lar.. ckp
adeq : btol lar..

then when adeq finally wake up i asked again..

adeq : hahah! aku ketawe campor babi.. haahhaha!

k lame.. i'll shut up.. bye!

AKU RINDU KAU!

I'm very lazy to blog so just pictures alright?? heheheh!

So i went to Loyang sec to collect my o' level cert and testimonials.. Before entering the school, i told myself that if that bloody old bastard don't want to let me in, i'lll just kick his fucking arse off and still go in.. hahah! He was looking at me while i was writing my name down.. Fuck you lar, its like as if i'm gonna be scared of you.. CB! and so the chinese guard let me in.. Lucky him.. haha!..

Okeh, and so went to the office, otw there saw lots of people.. hahha! including my niece.. okeh, shutup! and then waited for the aunty to take my cert and sign whatever needed to be signed and i actually thought of going home straight until i heard someone shout my name.. ITS EFA!!! hahha! okeh lame.. so went to second floor and talk to efa and the other yellow house members including miss shaheeda.. i think i sat there and talk to them for like 2 hours sia! hahah! okeh, luckily i didnt ask feeqah along or i'll be keeping her waiting for a long time.. haha..

And then after that i met my niece at cc, didnt feel like going home just yet so slacked with her.. and as usual, had girls talk for abit.. hahha! ouh yar and not to forget, i actually saw someone.. guess who people!! this person have hurt me alot! and i really mean alot.. and he is muhammad firdaus iskandarshah bin omar hahaha! okeh whatever! okeh whatever...

TO MY DEAREST YELLOW HOUSE JUNIORS, I'M REALLY SORRY BUT I DON'T THINK I CAN MAKE IT TOMORROW TO SUPPORT YOU PEOPLE.. I'VE GOT MY PLANS WITH MY SISTER.. I'M REALLY SORRY, BUT I DO WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST AND MAKE ME PROUD YEAH? HAHAH! ACTUALLY MAKE MS FARHANA AND MS SHAHEEDA PROUD AND GIVE THEM WHAT THEY DESERVE THIS YEAR.. I'M COUNTING ON YOU PEOPLE THIS YEAR! ILY ALOT2! AND REMEMBER, KEEP RUNNING AND NEVER GIVE UP!

And also to my dear Efa, i know how you feel.. Cheer up okeh? just remeber that you're not alone.. We're on the same boat... No matter what happens, remember that you have your friends around you...ILY!

OUH YAR! MY HEART POPPED OUT FOR A LITTLE WHILE YESTERDAY WHEN I SAW A PIC OF HIM IN MY LAPPY! AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!! THIS IS KILLING ME! AKU RINDU BANGET!!!

Labels: NOT HOPING BUT STILL WAITING.....

Bought another new bby.. hahaha! whatever eh bitch! hahaha!
actually its just another bag for school.. LOL! i'm spoiled... hahah!
expensive stuff satisfy me all the time, but for a little while... I'll be tired
of it before i knew it.. hahaha! and then buy another new thing.. haha! thats how
much of a spoiled brat i am.. haha! ouh well, i'm sure all other girls have got the
same nature as me to right?

Okeh and so i went to aunty's place to teach my niece tuition, as usual... And as usual
again, i was pissed off.. haha! kids... haiiix! and after tuition, had a little bit of girls talk
with another of my niece, the elder one of cos... hahaha! and it was kinda fun...
hahah! i got to know a little something2.. hahaha!

And again, i still feel miserable.. but slightly better because i told myself not to hope, but just wait.. mmhmm! thats what i'm gonna do from now on.. haiiix!
And to my dearest friends, thank you alot for trying to cheer me up... Those who cheer me up
in the middle of the night by pranking me since its april fools.. Thanks eh Hadi! hahah! and to those who got pranked by me thanks for entertaining my nonsense.. and to the rest too..

and to you, like i say, i'm not hoping, but i'm still waiting..

Labels: NOT HOPING BUT STILL WAITING.....

The Girl That’s Trying To Let Go….

A M A L Y N A,
LYN in short..
Living her 18th this year..
Turns a year older every 17th May..
Have a very strong PASSION for DANCING
LOVES to SING too...
Currently ATTACHED to Muhd Nadzir ❤
NEVER irritate her when she's PISSED HATE ME?? you are welcome toGET LOST