hellooooo.. yeah, din't blog for a few
days.. was very tired lar.. and i kinda
not in the mood to blog cos i'm still
trying to get over someone.. haiiix!!!
it's so hard to forget someone you love
so dearly.. yeah, i think you know how it
feels.. everybody who is hurt or have
been hurt before will know what i'm talking
about..
SO TO ALL THE PEOPLE OUT THERE
WHO ARE STILL IN LOVE WITH THEIR LOVED
ONES, AND STILL IN A RELATIONSHIP, TREASURE
WHAT YOU HAVE NOW.. AND IF YOU THINK YOU
ARE SO JINXED TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WHEREBY
YOU ALWAYS ARGUE WITH YOUR PARTNER ALMOST
EVERYDAY AND YOU HATE YOURSELF,
YOUR PARTNER OR THE RELATIONSHIP YOU HAVE,
THINK AGAIN.. BECAUSE TRUST ME, THERE ARE
OTHER PEOPLE WHO'S RELATIONSHIP IS MUCH IN
A BIZZARE THEN YOURS.. THERE ARE ALSO PEOPLE
WHO SUFFER ALOT AND HAVE TO SACRIFICE THEIR
LOVE AND END UP NOT BEING WITH THE ONE THEY
LOVE SO MUCH NO MATTER HOW MUCH THEY WANT
THEIR LOVED ONES TO BE THEIR ONLY ONE.. SO
DON'T MAKE A BIG FUSS OUT OF YOUR LITTLE
ARGUMENTS.. AND TO THOSE WHO ARE IN LOVE
WITH SOMEONE WHO'LL IMPOSSIBLY BE YOURS,
DON'T PIN ON HIGH HOPES AND DON'T TRUST
WHAT HE OR SHE SAYS 100%.. ESPECIALLY HE OR
SHE SAYS : " I'LL LEAVE HER(or him) ONE DAY AND I'LL
BE ALL YOURS.. I PROMISE"....... ALL THAT IS SO
FCUKING BULLSHIT.. PROMISES BY PEOPLE LIKE THAT
ARE NOT MEANT TO BE FULFILLED BUT TO BE BROKEN..okeh.. whatever about that..
(ouh my god, how i wish i could find
someone who can put a smile in my face again..)
and it's true what people say okeh, seeing someone
who've been hurt badly smile is just priceless..
he did put that kind of smile on my face when my
heart was broken by this stupid jerk i was dating back
then.. and now he stole away that smile from me again
and i really need someone else to help me find that smile
for me.. he even stole my heart and returned it back to me
broken.. tell me what else could i do to fix this broken heart and
smile like how i used to again?? i mean i do need to fine my
MR PERFECT too right?? haiix... i'm bored, and sad, and can't sleep..
whatelse left to be talked about?? hmmp!!
ouh yes2.. CAMWHOARED yesterday and the
day before yesterday.. haha!! yesterday, met
up with dinie after work.. we planned to have
lunch together actually, but ended up having
a super late lunch and an early dinner.. haha!!!
will upload pictures soon.. haha!! i seriously love my
new friends/colleagues.. they are one bunch of fun
people.. haha!! and yes Alanna i really blogged about
the rain thing.. haha!! don't worry, you'll get over it soon
enough.. haha!! and2, feeqah is learning a new language :
CHINESE and teacher :
PEARLENE...
haha!! okeh2.. i'll stop now.. i'll blog again some other time..
And ouh yar, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all Muslim
readers..
P.S. GOODNIGHT AND GOODBYE
what we could have been, 4:48 pm.
