I've been thinking quite alot, and
i think i've made up my mind and
my decision is
FINAL..
(and i don't think anyone can change my mind)I'm leaving.. I'm ready to let
you go..
yes, i can't deny that i still love you dearly.. so much
that my heart still can't let you go yet.. but i have to
baby, i've got no other choice.. i know i've promised to wait..
and i know you told me so.. but i'm really sorry, i can't take
this pain any longer.. yes, i used to be patient and strong..
but the truth is, i'm weak and i can't keep on sacrificing
without getting anything in return.. i'm sure you know
what i've been waiting for from the very first day we
were together.. i want you to be mine and only mine..
i don't want to have to share you with someone else..
you said that one day you will be mine, and only mine..
but like i've told you before and i'm telling you again now,
WAITING FOR YOU WILL BE LIKE WAITING FOR THE
RAIN IN THE DROUCH.. HOPELESS AND DISAPPOINTING..
so, i can't wait anymore, because i'm aware that this is
impossible.. so, right now, i'll leave and give way to you and the
one you choose.. i'll not stand in your way anymore..
i'll stop bothering your life any longer.. but before i leave, please
i want to meet you for the very last time.. i really want to meet you
for the very last time before i end my very last cry for you..
and do bear in mind, i will never stop loving you..
okeh2, enough of love stories.. now back to what
i've gone through today..
WARNING: what i'm going to say below does not concern
anyone in particular.. anyone offended by this, is so like your
problem and i've got nothing to apologise for..
i put up this above note for a reason, mind you..
so here it goes.....
i get irritated easily by people who are very COMPLAISANT
and talks alot when there are no need to.. and if you have a
comment that seem to be a negative one towards a person,
do keep it to yourself and don't offend other people, or atleast
keep it till you're atleast 10feets away from the person you're
making a nasty comment about.. i mean nobody ask you to
bother about their lifes.. their life, their responsibility..
what they do is none of your business so stay out of people life
if you want to be a favourable person.. once again i'm stressing
that this post have got nothing to do with anyone, those offended,
i've got no SORRYs to offer..
okeh.. that's all for now i gues.. another day of work ahead..
another tiring day to be prepared for..
P.S. KHAIRIA, I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST TO HELP YOU
ALRIGHT DEAR? AND THANK YOU FOR LENDING
ME YOUR "LISTENING YEARS" (or isit eyes and fingers)
EARLIER TODAY.. THANK YOU SO MUCH.. AND RMBR
I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.. I LOVE YOU TRUCK LOADS!!
what we could have been, 2:41 pm.
