so i guess i have got no choice but
to bid goodbye to 2008.. though i still
remember his sayins : " never ever say goodbye"
haiix!! i'm saying goodbye to 2008 but
i'll still be keeping those memories i had..
and most importantly, i won't be ablke to erase away
the memories i had with you my baby.. yes i know
that i've made my decision to leave and get the hell
out of your life.. but still i'm not over you..
so this memory i'm keeping as i promised from the ery start..
dearest, you're my soulmate.. and will always be..
remember at the start when you told me that soulmates
doesn't mean we have to be together? we're like that..
i'm facing the fact that i can't have you for myself as
strong as i can.. and i know you still remember telling me
that sometimes someone just come into your life
uninvited.. but that someone came because he or she wants
to show you what true love really means?? i thank you
for giving me the chance to feel the feeling of truly
being in love.. 2009 is coming and if i'm not wrong,
5 mths from now, you'll be owned by someone.. well,
that's if your plans is still on which i doubt you
to be cancelling it.. yes, it hurts but like it or not,
still have to acceptit.. i'm sory baby if all these
while i've been a burden to you.. sometimes i just wish
i could turn back the time and not agree to meet you
up on that day(1st august)..if i din't meet you, i wouldn't
have fallen for you and all this won't be happening and
i won't feel hurt this much.. and sometimes i think that
it's better the way it was before.. where by you only
remember me only as a kiid and i don't even remember you at all..
reason being, it hurts too much knowing you this much and
having all the wonderful memories with you.. be it when we were
dating or when we were just like siblings.. and it hurts because
i'm starting to miss alot of things about you..
the way you smell, the way you look at me, the way you kissed me,
the way you hugged me, the way you stumble when you talk, the way
you walk, the way you dance, the way you give me warmth every time
i sleep, the way you make me go to sleep, and of cos the
melody of your voice.. there are so many things that i can't forget..
i'm really sorry things have to end thisway but i guess i've got
no other choice.. and I'M REALLY SORRY FOR ENTERING YOUR LIFE..
i really shouldn't have met you.. i'm really sorry..
P.S. I'M SORRY I'M STILL NOT OVER YOU.........
what we could have been, 3:58 pm.
